Female version of a Hustla

Aku Akan Selalu Ingat Kamu

2010-02-26T18:44:00.000-08:00

Introduction
ini kelanjutan dari cerita part 1,well pengalaman baru dirasakan keira,enjoy people!

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Keesokan harinya,aku bertemu Jacob di kafetaria Northumberland High tempat kamu berkuliah.

“Hey Jaccccc”

“oh kei,yuk makan bareng sini,oh iya,ini samantha temen sekelasku di kelas akutansi,samantha ini keira sahabatku dr kecil ”

Ya,jacob mengambil jurusan Administrasi niaga,cita cita dia adalah untuk menjadi pengusaha sukses sedangkan aku mengambil jurusan komunikasi,suatu saat aku akan menjadi public relation sukses

“oh iya,hai samantha”

“hai keira,aku dengar dari jacob kamu kemarin ikut meet&greet infinity and beyond ya?”

“iya” aku tersenyum “kamu juga suka dengan mereka” tanyaku

“ya,musik mereka sangat bagus,catchy dan lyricnya benar benar dari hati” kata samantha dengan bersemangat,matanya yang bundar berbinar binar

“ah iya,setuju! Kamu nonton konser mereka malam ini?”

“ya,aku sudah membeli tiketnya”

“wah bagus,aku dan jacob juga” kataku “kita bisa pergi kesana bareng”

“wah ide bagus” kata samantha “gimana menurutmu jac?”

“ya aku setuju” kata jacob tersenyum.

“bagus,nanti jam 4 sore kita ketemu di west coast hotel aja ya,kita berangkat bareng dari situ” kata samantha

“wah kebetulan sekali mereka menginap disitu sam,kemarin aku juga meet&greet dengan mereka disitu” aku tertawa

“hahah baiklah,syp tahu kita bisa ketemu mereka”

“iyap” kataku “oke aku duluan ya,aku ada kelas nih,yang mengajar mr.jack,dia galak bisa dihajar aku kalau telat,kita ketemu nanti sore ya” “oke keiraaaa sampai ketemu” “bye kei” kata jacob

Sorenya setelah kelas kuliah terakhirku usai,aku pulang kerumah bersiap siap.aku memastikan semua yang harus kubawa sudah aku siapkan

“dompet?sudah handphone?sudah ipod? sudah minuman? Sudah,sepertinya ada yang kurang,apa ya? OH YAAMPUN,tiket!! Ada dimana ya” aku mulai mencari “Ooh itu dia,syukurlah”

“TAKSI!” aku berteriak sambil memberi tanda dengan tanganku ketika aku melihat ada taksi kosong yang lewat. Taksi itu berenti,”ke west coast hotel ya pak” taksi itu berenti di depan lobby west coast hotel.Aku melihat samantha sudah menunggu dipintu lobby “keiraaaa! Disiniiii” katanya sedikit berteriak

“jacob mana?” tanyaku

“aku tidak tahu,coba kamu sms atau telfon” kata samantha

“oh baiklah” aku mulai mengetik di handphone

1 Message Recieved

From:Keira

Hei kamu dimana?

*reply*

1 Message Recieved

From : Jacob

Aku hampir sampai,kamu tunggu sama samantha dulu ya

“katanya sudah hampir sampai” kataku

“oke baiklah,OH itu dia” kata samantha “jacooooob”

“oh hai,maaf ya lama menunggu”

“hahah enggak kok” kataku

“yuk berang.....AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA” aku belum selesai bicara ketika tiba2 ada liam greg lewat,aku sesak napas

“kei ada apa???” kata samantha panik

“BELAKANGMU!!!”

“YATUHAN ITU INFINITY AND BEYON” teriak samantha

“AYO KITA DEKATI MEREKA” kataku panik

Akhirnya aku dan samantha mendekat,jacob hanya bisa tertawa melihat kelakuan teman temannya

“heeeeey liaaaam” kata samantha bersemangat

“hey liaaaaam” sambungku

“HEY kamu keira kan?? Yang kemarin??” kata edmund

“hahaha iya,kalian ingat aku?” tanyaku

“pastinyaaaaa” kata brian

“oh iya,ini temanku samantha” kataku memperkenalkan

“hai sam” kata liam

“hai,aku senang sekali bisa kalian ber4” kata samantha

“hahaha kami juga senang bisa bertemu penggemar setaji seperti kalian,aku akan selalu mengingat kalian dalam sejarah infinity and beyond” kata liam

“terimakasiiiiih ya,kalian yang terbaik” kataku kepada mereka

“iya,aduh sudah waktunya kami ke venue,kalian datang kan malam ini?”

“baiklah,pastinya,ini kami juga baru mau berangkat sampai tiba tiba bertemu kalian hahah”

“wah hahah kalo begitu,kita ke vanue bareng saja” tawar kevin

“wah suatu kehormatan,tapi apa boleh?”

“boleh,pastinya”

“sebentar ya,aku ajak temanku yang satu lagi”

“hey jacoooob” teriakku,jacob mendekat

“ayo kita berangkat bareng mereka saja,katanya boleh!!”

“wah serius? Baiklah hahah” jacob tersenyum

“hey kawan” kata liam kepada jacob

“hai namaku jacob,aku suka sekali dengan musik kalian haha”

“wah terimakasih” kata edmund “yuk kita berangkat,kita sudah telat”

Akhirnya kita bersama berangkat ke vanue.Sepanjang jalan,kita bercerita tertawa.Ini adalah pengalaman yang tidak akan pernah kulupakan seumur hidupku.Bisa bercanda dan satu mobil dan mengenal infinity and beyond lebih jauh.

Chemicals Collide PART 1

2010-02-26T04:00:00.000-08:00

Introduction
Gue memutuskan untuk bikin cerita ini.entah kenapa tiba tiba merasa terinspirasi.Semoga nggak jd sampah kayak cerita cerita gue yang sebelumnya *sigh* ya doain aja ya.
saya memutuskan untuk bikin cerita mengenai mereka ini

Martin Johnson As Liam greg

Paul DiGiovanni As Edmund Feidhelm

John Keefe as Kevin Nollaig

Bryan Donahue As Brian Conall

Mereka ceritanya ada dalam satu band yang bernama Infinity and Beyond.Gue namain band mereka itu karna mereka satu2nya band yang bisa bikin gue terbang entah kemana.
oh iya DAN satu lagi,ada satu tokoh plus nih

Alex Gaskarth As Jacob Sherman
dalam cerita ini,Jacob itu ceritanya sahabat kecil gue

dan gue sendiri berperan sebagai Keira Bennet,gadis sma biasa
okay people,let's start this,enjoy!

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Namaku Keira,aku tinggal di northumberland.Aku salah satu penggemar berat band infinity and beyond.menurutku,tidak ada yang lebih hebat drpd mereka.Saat itu aku sedang iseng browsing tentang mereka ketika aku mengetahui akhirnya mereka akan mengadakan tour di inggris dan akan mengunjungi northuberland. Akhirnya setelah setelah sekian lama menunggu mereka.Mereka akan datang januari yang akan datang!

Jacob,sahabat ku dari kecil datang kerumahku. “Hey kei” “Oh hai jacob,kebetulan sekali,kamu tau tidak? Januari nanti infinity and beyond bakal ngadain konser disini!” “wow! Akhirnya ya hahaha” “hahah iya,eh gmn kalo kita nntn bareng?” “uhmm sebenernya aku nggak terlalu suka” “ah ayolaaaah” “okedeh,demi kamu” “yes,oke deh!”

3 minggu sebelum konsernya ,aku mulai menyiapkan segalanya.Aku sangat bersemangat.Jacob sudah membeli tiketnya. Kemudian aku berfikir,aku harus bertemu infinity and beyond secara personal terutama vokalis mereka,Liam Greg .aku-harus-bisa!

Aku memberi tahu jacob tentang hal ini.Dan tanpa pengetahuanku,jacob berusaha mendapatkan meet&greet dengan mereka,sampai suatu hari seseorang menelfon

“hallo?”

“iya,hallo?”

“bisa saya bicara dengan keira bennet?”

“ya,saya sendiri”

“oh selamat ya,kamu menang meet&greet dengan infinity and beyond”

“hah? Ini serius?”

“iya,acaranya tanggal 24 januari ya,di west coast hotel jam 3 sore”

“oh iya makasih ya”

Kemudian aku memberitahu jacob tentang hal ini.

“hahaha iya aku tahu,selamat ya”

“iya,tp aku masih bingung loh,kok bisa ya?”

“nih,sebenernya aku ikutan kuis untuk ikut meet&greet itu,demi kamu”

“HAH? Jacob kamu serius?”

“iya keiraaaa”

“YAAMPUN aku gatau gimana lagi mau terimakasih sama kamu”

“hahaha keira,dengan kamu jd sahabat aku apapun yang terjadi,itu udah cukup”

“aku janji!”

-Jacob pov-

“Keira,kamu sahabat aku.apapun yang terjadi,aku akan bantu kamu.aku akan lakuin apapun keira,buat kamu,ya,kamu.Aku sayang kamu keira,aku nggak akan ngelepas kamu dan hidup tanpa kamu,nggak keira,nggak akan bisa,apapun yang terjadi.Aku mau kamu seneng,dengan kamu seneng,itu ngebuat aku seneng.dan ngeliat kamu sedih,itu sama ngebunuh aku,asal kamu tau.aku percaya sama kamu keira.aku sayang kamu,keira bennet”

-normal pov-

Hari meet&greet itu tiba,aku dan jacob bersama sama pergi ketempatnya.ya,jacob tidak ikut meet&greet itu ,dia hanya menemani.aku masuk keruangan meet&greet.aku tidak bisa berbicara apa2 didalam,tp aku memberanikan diri.Sekarang didepan mataku ada Liam Greg,Edmund Feidhelm,Brian Connall dan Kevin Nollaig.mereka sangat baik sekali

“HEEEEEY!!”

“heeeey” mereka menyapa,aku tersenyum.

“syp namamu?” tanya liam.

“aku keira,liam.wow aku tidak percaya aku akhirnya bisa bertemu kalian secara langsung” “hahaha,kamu datang ke konser kami kan besok?” tanya edmund

“pastinya” jawabku,sembari edmund menandatangani cd mereka yang aku bawa.

“hign five?” kata brian Aku tos dengan keempatnya, dan keempatnya memeluku erat.

Kemudian saatnya foto,aku berada ditengah2 antara mereka.Liam merangkulku.Lalu saatnya aku keluar dari ruangan,rasanya seperti aku dibawa terbang tetapi ketika baru sampai atas,dibawa jatuh terbang bebas.

Aku bertemu jacob lagi dan menceritaka apa saja yang aku lakukan didalam.dia hanya tersenyum,aku juga tersenyum.kita pulang dengan tertawa2,aku sangat tidak sabar untuk menonton konser mereka keesokan harinya.

Malamnya di msn messenger

KeiKei says : jac makasih ya sekali lagi,aku gatau lg mau gmn kalo gak ada kamu.

Mrsherman says: hahaha iya keiraaa,apapun buat kamu :)

KeiKei says: iya makasih ya jacob!! Aku sayang kamuuu!!!

MrSherman says: iya keiraaaa,aku juga sayang kamu!!!

KeiKei says: aduh aku nggak sabar besok deh pasti konsernya keren

Mrsherman says: hahaha iya keiraaa,pasti kok,gak akan nyesel ya kita

Keikei says: hahaha pasti jacobkuuuu,yaudah,aku tidur dulu,kita ketemu besok ya”

Mrsherman says: iya keiraaaa,good night,sayang kamu!

KeiKei says: good night J

*keikei is now offline*

“Iya keira,aku juga sayang sama kamu,sampai aku rela mati,aku mau kamu bahagia,keirakuuu”

When picture can talk,what would they say....

2010-02-14T05:24:00.000-08:00

marty:"ehm bryan...sorry bryan...ehem..she's mine,okay"

Poolie:"aaawwwhh come here sweetheart"
Marty:"now what?! hey hey hey!!no no no!"

Marty:"gosh okay this is enough,i dont wanna see it"
Beef:"yeah my turn is next"

Marty:"see? she's mine!!i will protect her,whatever it takes"
Poolie:"uhmmm she's got a boyfriend noooow wooo oooo~"

xoxo,
Allegra

Truth About Past

2010-01-05T19:09:00.000-08:00

Simba: I know what I have to do. But going back will mean facing my past. I've been running from it for so long.
[Rafiki hits Simba on the head with his stick]
Adult Simba: Ow! Jeez, what was that for?
Rafiki: It doesn't matter. It's in the past.
[laughs]
Simba: Yeah, but it still hurts.
Rafiki: Oh yes, the past can hurt. But the way I see it, you can either run from it, or... learn from it.
[swings his stick at Simba again who ducks out of the way]
Rafiki: Ha. You See? So what are you going to do?

-disney the lion king

it's 2010 finally

2010-01-01T06:29:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year people.i'm glad 2009 finally oooo-vvvah . so much things happened that year :/ like i feel happy,sad,moody,and the worst one....heart break *sigh* me no likey 2009,i don't know why.
satu hal yang kerasa banget --> tahun 2009 gue jarang bersyukur.
well,i'm gonna start this new year with happiness. hope i can.

btw,i made my tumblr.follow it please? and i kinda need help to edit it -_- i'm still gaptek at it haha anyway,dont forget to follow

goodbye and HAPPY NEW YEAR
xoxo
allegraa

2010 means:

2009-12-28T04:41:00.000-08:00

Lots of really awesome movies and awesome concert!! yep yep me so excited here,bring it on baby yeah \m/

these are some movies that i can't wait to watch

Alice In Wonderland

well Hellooooo johnny depp woohooo woohoo.kayaknya this movie will be really awesome ya secara they have the best actor of all time in it!!woop woop

New York I Love You
oyeah i think this movie is going to be cool.lots of hot actors here baby owwwww.
duh like shia labeouf,plus orlando bloom AND hayden christensen.
woow like WHAT A HEAVEN!!! well new york,i love you ;p

Sherlock Holmes

Robert Downey as the hottest version of a famous detective called Sherlock Holmes?! what more i can say :*
well i'm not really sure this movie will come out in 2010,its on the end of 2009 if im not wrong,isnt it? can somebody tell me? any-body? anyone?

Whip It

well they have 2 my favourite actress here.ellen page and the adorable Drew Barrymore???in one movie??? just cant wait :)

Toys Story 3

whooopp like im a fan of this movie since the first and the second one people!!!!
i just cant wait.im so curious about what will happen to woody and the others this time

and now for concerts that i can't wait are...

OF COURSE BOYS LIKE GIRLS LIKE DUUUU'H they are the reason im still breathing and living here!!! can somebody gimme a poison that juliet capulet drank so that i can like dead for a while than wake up at 25th of january? please?
i'd reather die if i cant (nauzubilahminzalik yaallah jangan sampe) meet them. please god god god im begging you :'''''''''(

second Coh-Bra-Star-Ship
yeah yeaahhh im a fangs up people and i AIN'T fake fan that only gonna sing in 'good girls go bad" FUCKED UP PEOPLE.and i hope i can meet them tho,real fans here baby come to mama!

third Taking Back sunday.i'm not really gonna watch the concert tho but i will chase them as usual.me want to meet adam lazarraaaaa :)

forth KELLY CLARKSON well yeah i like her song so much "BECAUSE OF YOOOUUU I NEVER STAAAAAY TO FAR FROM THE SIDE WAAAAAALLLLKKKK" (nyanyi dengan heboh).

so?! forget the 2009 and bring on the 2010!yeah yeah yeah!
yep guess that's all for now,keep rockin people
reporting from jakarta
allegra signing of

p.s:Happy Birthday to raditya dika,Thomas Adam Dekker and David James Archuleta :)

Malaikat tak bersayap

2009-12-25T17:44:00.001-08:00

tak pernah didalam hidupku
aku melihat sesosok manusia sesempurna kamu
tak pernah didalam hidupku
aku mencintai seseorang sedalam mencintai kamu

aku tahu kamu tidak akan selalu ada untuk aku untuk saat ini
tapi aku tahu
aku tahu kamu selalu ada dihatiku
aku tahu disitulah tempatmu
dan kamu tak akan kemana mana

selama kamu ada dihatiku,
aku tahu aku akan tenang
selama kamu ada dihatiku
aku tahu hatiku akan aman

aku tidak suka merindukan kamu
tapi aku senang
mempunyai kamu untuk aku rindukan
sela sela dijari jari tanganku ini
hanya pas untuk jari jari mu
untuk menggenggamnya

ya,kamu penjaga hatiku
kamu malaikatku
pahlawan dalam hidupku
kamu malaikat tak bersayap

hell-fucking-o me want some privacy here

2009-12-24T18:38:00.000-08:00

gue baru buka blog ayik lagi.dan saya SANGAT SETUJU 100000% dengan post dia yang ini

(click)

dan gue mau nyambung sedikit lagi.sekarang gue udah mendiactived FB gue dan gue (mungkin) akan menghapus msn dan twitter lama gue.gue muak dan gue bener bener capek sama yang namanya dunia maya.
jujur aja semenjak ada twitter fb dan segalanya kayaknya hidup gue makin susah makin ribet gara gara nambah masalah.well setau gue internet itu bikin idup jd gampang dan serba simpel.tp besides that,internet juga nambah masalah.kayak apa yang ayik bilang,sering banget salah paham entah sama gebetan,pacar,bahkan temen atau sahabat sendiri,kan nyusahin.
dan satu lg kayak apa enaknya pacaran di dunia maya doang? *sigh*
dan gue bingung kenapa orang suka protes kalo followers twitternya berkurang terus kayak desperate banget nyari followers.emang twitter itu ajang nyari eksis ya? baru tahu lho gue.
terus gue juga merasa kayaknya semenjak punya twitter privacy gue jd nggak terjaga ya.oke bukan gua sok artis tp gue juga punya privacy.sadar nggak kalo di twitter lo misal status lo sedih atau gmn pasti ada aja yang nanya "knp?" begitu dikasih tau cuma komen "sabar ya" wow gue muak sama yang kayak gitu.terus banyak banget yang ngereply orang cuma "oh oke sip hehe" atau "oooh" atau "sip sip" atau haha hihi huhu hehe hoho.menuh2in timeline.well,sebenernya caranya gampang,tinggal unfollow.tp nanti dikira apa,kan serba salah dan nyari masalah.
karna itu gue bikin account twitter yang bener2 cuma diketahui gue sendiri semoga gue bs lebih tenang di acc itu.
terus apa artinya 1000 temen di fb? gue sih mending nyari temen di dunia nyata.terkesan lebih real.iya sih gue tau namanya social network,tempat nyari temen didunia luar sana.
tp ya gue merasa muak aja,social network itu berubah jadi tempat nyari eksis.
ya post ini no offense ya saya hanya mengekspresikan perasaan saya.

xxx,
Allegra

doubleyou-ow-doubleyou

2009-12-21T21:10:00.000-08:00

titlenya apa banget ya HA HA.oke,like the title,i just found something something really really W-O-W

video of the month for december is:

wow this video succesfully makes me fall in love with that guy.okay,sebelumnya gue ngata2in dia gay karna suaranya itu ya gue bingung itu suara cewek apa cowok.tp setelah dipikir pikir kalo dia udah puber kayaknya akan jd ganteng dan (mungkin) macho!
intinya saya jd suka sama si biebergay itu gara video ini! NGEK.

oke.gue terbilang (sangat) sering kena karma.gue sering awalnya kayak ngatai2in satu artis trs lama2 gue cinta.contoh:gue dulu tukang ngata2in zac efron,skrg suka

dulu gue sering ngata2in david desrosiers:sekarang suka.oke untuk david ga segitunya sih

dulu gue sering ngata2in joey zehr dan ternyata dia baik hati sekali dan saya suka

dan masih banyak lagi lah

tp this freakin karma ga akan terjadi untuk jonas gay brothers.no,not for them.MWAHAHAHA

p.s:happy anniversary for me and my sista Ayik and Happy mother's day mommyyy :* they both are the BEST ladies EVEEERRRR!!!!

xxx,

Allegraa

somewhere out there,Out where dreams come true

2009-12-18T16:33:00.000-08:00


Somewhere out there beneath the pale moonlight
Someone's thinking of me and loving me tonight
Somewhere out there someone's saying a prayer
That we'll find one another
in that big somewhere out there
And even though I know how very far apart we are
It helps to think
we might be wishing on the same bright star
And when the night wind starts
to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think
we're sleeping underneath the same big sky 
Somewhere out there if love can see us through 
Then we'll be together somewhere out there 
Out where dreams come true

They...

2009-12-17T23:46:00.001-08:00

were sweet :(

they were like so fucking sweet!!

The Ugly Truth

2009-12-17T17:43:00.001-08:00

i want to post (more) random stuffs nih.i want to post what's on my mind right now.let my mind say what i wants to say :)
oke lets start

Truth #1 i 'm in love with this guy

yep! zac efron.amazing i know.like ALLEGRA is a fan of zac efron?! but i have to admit it man.he's hot.and he looks gay when she plays in High School Musical.errggghh screw HSM.
and he looks gay when he's with vanessa,don't kn ow why.well yeah,HE'S HOT and cute,when he's NOT with vanessa and play as Troy.

Truth #2 gue belom nntn new moon.sampe detik ini.ga minat hahaha mungking gara2 banyak yang ribut team edward atau team jacob kali ya.mungkin.oh iya,gue masih gasuka kalo ada orang nganggep Robert itu Edward.dude they are freakin diffrent.

Truth #3 i'm addicted to Jane Austen.everything about that freakin Genius writter.her works are genius.I watched becoming jane,sense and sensibility and the most important PRIDE AND PREJUDICE.oh and i also watched the jane austen book club,that movie was awesome,how austen brings people together.
oh and pride and prejudice,i think it IS depends on jane's life...in happy ending.version.everything about her makes me wants to live in 17th and 18th century era.those era were super duper cool.the dances,the dresses and etc.take me to those era just to know what it feels like,please?

Truth #4 Let me present to you.This man still the hottest alive.can't deny it.

well,he will always IS.he's like the hottest man on the planet.the hottest man ALIVE!

Truth #5 i'm freakin excited for new year!!!! this is not actually a truth.anyway,i want to make a-well it's almost new yeear so- i want to make a resolution and wish list,and new year present for 2010.here they are:
-Permanent tatoo.mau pelangi encer (BLG's logo) atau the one yang stars kayak rihanna,PLEASE.
-a macbeth shoes.sumpah those shoes are super duper extra mega ultra cool.yang mau beliin gue jamin idup nya tenang.
-Greenday live in singapore concert ticket!!!!!
-A new Guitar! accoustic electric one.
-leather jackets
-....martin johnson <3
-kurusin badan,tinggiin badan
-be a better person.nice to people
-always keep believing and achieving my dreams
-nggak nunda2 tugas and fix my grades
-always helpful and useful to people
-never give up.
last but not least............
-Him..please,God?

xxx,
alleeeegra

gue-gak-terima!

2009-12-12T05:34:00.001-08:00

got what i mean? got my point?!
ini apa apaan ya!? bisa tolong jelasin nggak hah?!HAH?! dasar orang indonesia :/ apaan banget Pride and Prejudice diikutin.ah indonesia banget nih kayak gini.gue gak terima woy woy woy baru sadar gua itu mirip banget paraaaaaah.no Offense tp sumpah itu kok gak kreatif banget sih ew ew ew.aduh emosi nih gmn dong meledak ledak nih gue.sekali lagi GUE GAK TERIMA!
masih untung gue gak ngeluarin semua isi kebun binatang buat ngata2in,masih baek nih gue.
EFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!

if u think i'm find,it just aint true

2009-12-11T05:15:00.000-08:00

So here I am all by myself thinking of you nobody else
There is a feeling inside and as hard as I try it just won't go away
Are you finding it hard it all on your own
Having to face each night alone
Knowing that you are the one with the love that I need
And I miss you more each day
So many feelings emotions running away with me
Cos it's you I believe in and our love will run so deep

"you give me someone to love,someone to hold"

2009-12-08T17:08:00.000-08:00

"Across the miles It's funny to me How far you are but now Near you seem to be I could talk all night Just to hear you breathe I could spend my life Just living this dream You're all I'll ever need You give me strength You give me hope You give me someone to love someone to hold When I'm in your arms"

Girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph

2009-12-08T03:30:00.000-08:00

girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road on a motorcycle...

Girl: Slow down, I'm scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No it's not. Please it's too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
Girl hugs him
Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me.
(in the paper the next day): A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only 1 had survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

credits:romanceclass.com

differences

2009-12-02T02:41:00.000-08:00

these are the difference about like crush on and love
so you would understand if you are one of them
enjoy!

like is when you wanted to have him/her/it. . .

crush on is when you wanted to make him/her/it happy. . .

and love is when you sacrificed yourself for him/her/it. . .

when you sad and cry the person who "likes" you will said: well, don't cry. . .

but the person who "crush on" you will cry along with you. . .

and the person who "loves" you will let you cry and wait until you calmed down and said "come on, lets solve this together"

when the people who "likes" you sits beside you, him/her/it will ask "can i kiss you?"

but when the people who "crush on" you him/her/it will says "let me hug you."

and when the people who "love" you him/her/it wouldn't say any word. him/her/it just hold your hand tightly as will never let you fall. . .

when you "likes" someone and that someone hurt you, you would be angry and would never talk to him/her/it again. . .

but when you "crush on" someone and that someone hurt you, you would cry of him/her/it. . .

and when you "love" someone and that someone hurt you, you will smile and says "him/her/it hasn't know what did he/she/it do" wherever it hurted

"like" is just the own selfishly . . .
"crush on" is take and give. . .
and "love" is sacrificing . . .

"like" is just do when it's fun. . .
"crush on" do because you always wanted to be with him/her/it. . .
and "love" do because you dont want him/her/it to be hurted and you don't care how to make it. . .

Pick up yourself !!

credits:rizkiagentelor @livejournal

xoxo,
allegra

"play it again for me!please,just one more time"

2009-12-01T23:27:00.000-08:00

there's no more words i can say to explain how i terribly misses you so much.
yeah,that much.
i never know i will fall in love with you at the first time you know,you know i dont.
but that's what i call falling in love,my dear.i just fall.
i miss the light in your face when you play 'that' song on the piano.
it's just me or...are you trying to capture my attention everytime you play that..uhm..our song?
ah what am i thinkin,im such a fool for thinking you trying to capture my attention.
but if you do,you really truely perfectly did it!
i miss your handsomeness when your magic fingers when they starts touching that beautiful instrument.
i miss it,really,i mean it,i really do.
i cant deny your eyes
i cant deny your handsomeness,your talent and..ah..everything about you
dont you ever realize that you always take my breath away?do you?
and you know what? i still hope that someday we will be together and complete each other.
i wish for anyone but you.aint other boy but you
it's just you.i want to be with you.my first love.
i want to grow old with you.
you are my Love
you are Everything i could ask for
you are Very extra ordinary
and I cant spell Love and Live without your name
if you get what i mean
I hope you will be mine.someday.

xoxo
allegra

The best ever,The sweetest ever :)

2009-11-21T17:25:00.000-08:00

Mr. Darcy: How are you this evening, my dear?
Elizabeth Bennet: Very well... although I wish you would not call me "my dear."
Mr. Darcy: [chuckles] Why?
Elizabeth Bennet: Because it's what my father always calls my mother when he's cross about something.
Mr. Darcy: What endearments am I allowed?
Elizabeth Bennet: Well let me think...”Lizzie" for every day, "My Pearl" for Sundays, and...”Goddess Divine"... but only on *very* special occasions.
Mr. Darcy: And... what should I call you when I am cross? Mrs. Darcy...?
Elizabeth Bennet: No! No. You may only call me "Mrs. Darcy"... when you are completely, and perfectly, and incandescently happy.
Mr. Darcy: [he snickers] Then how are you this evening... Mrs. Darcy?
[kisses her on the forehead]
Mr. Darcy: Mrs. Darcy...
[kisses her on the right cheek]
Mr. Darcy: Mrs. Darcy...
[kisses her on the nose]
Mr. Darcy: Mrs. Darcy...
[kisses her on the left cheek]
Mr. Darcy: Mrs. Darcy...
[finally kisses her on the mouth]

"And those are the words of a gentleman? From the moment I met you your aroggance and conceit and your selfish disdain for the feelings of other made me realize that you are the last man in the world I could ever be prevailed upon to marry. " - elizabeth bennet

"ayah dengarlah betapa sesungguhnya kumencitaimu"

2009-11-19T20:34:00.000-08:00

Biasanya anak-anak yg jauh dari orang tuanya merasa kangeen sekali dgn mamanya.

Lalu bagimana dgn papa?

Mungkin mama lebih sering menanyakan keadaan anaknya setiap hari .tp taukah kamu jika papamu yg mengingatkannya utk menelfonmu?

Mgkn mama yg lebih sering mengajakmu bercerita,tp taukah kamu sepulangnya ia bekerja dgn wajah lelah ia selalu menanyakan kabarmu dari mama mu?

waktu kecil..

Papa mengajari putri kecilnya bermain sepeda. Setelah dia mengganggap kamu bisa ia melepaskan roda bantu di sepedamu, Saat itu mama menutup mata karena takut anaknya terjatuh lalu terluka.tp ayah dgn yakin menatapmu mengayuh sepeda dgn pelan karena dia tahu putri kecilnya pasti bisa.

Saat kamu menangis meronta meminta boneka yg baru,mama menatapmu iba,tetapi ayah mengatakan dgn tegas "kita beli nanti,tapi tidak sekarang" karena ia tidak ingin kamu menjadi manja dgn semua tuntutan yg selalu di penuhi.

ketika kamu remaja

kamu mulai menuntut utk keluar malam. Lalu papa mulai bersikap lebih tegas ketika mengatakan "tidak".
itu utk menjagamu karena kamu adalah sesuatu yg berharga.
Lalu kamu masuk ke kamar membanting pintu.
Tp yg dtg mengetok pintu dan membujuk mu adalah mama.
Taukah kamu saat itu dia memejamkan matanya dan menahan diri,karena Dia sangat ingin mengikuti keinginanmu. Tp lagi2 dia harus menjagamu.

saat seorang cowok mulai sering datang mencarimu, Papa akan memasang wajah paling cool sedunia. Dan sesekali menguping atau mengintip saat kmu sdg brdua di ruang tamu. Tahukah kmu dia merasa cemburu?

dan saat dia melonggarkan sedikit peraturan, kamu melanggar jam malamnya. Ia duduk di ruang tamu menunggu mu pulang dgn sangat2 khawatir. Wajah khawatir itu mengeras ketika melihat putri kecilnya pulang terlalu larut. Dia marah. Karena hal yg di takutinya akhirnya datang "putri kecilnya sudah tidak ada lg"

saat papa sedikit memaksamu utk menjd seorang dokter. Ketahuilah bahwa ia hanya memikirkan masa depanmu nanti. Tp toh dia tetap tersenyum saat pilihanmu adalah menjd seorang penulis.

sampai saat papa harus melepasmu di bandara. Bahkan badannya terlalu kaku utk memelukmu. Ia hanya tersenyum sambil memberi nasehat ini-itu. Dia ingin menangis seperti mama yg menangis dan memelukmu erat. Tp dia hanya menghapus sedikit air mata di sudut matanya dan menepuk pundakmu berkata "jaga diri baik2". Agar kamu kuat utk pergi.

saat kamu butuh uang untuk membiayai uang semester dan kehidupanmu, orang pertama yg mengerutkan kening adalah Papa. Berusaha mencari jalan agar anaknya bisa merasa sama dgn yg lain.

ketika permintaanmu bukan lg sekedar meminta boneka baru, dan ia tau ia tidak bisa memberikan. Dia sangat ingin mengatakan "iya nak,nanti kita beli" dan saat kata2 yg keluar adalah "tidak bisa" dari bibirnya. Tahukah kamu Ia merasa gagal membuat anaknya tersenyum.

saat kamu sakit dan tidak berada di dekatnya. Papa terlalu khawatir sampai kadang sedikit membentak berkata "sudah di blg jgn minum air dingin!".berbeda dgn mama yg memperhatikanmu dgn lembut.
ketahuilah saat itu ia benar2 khawatir dgn keadaanmu.

dan di saatnya nanti kamu wisuda sebagai seorang sarjana. Papa adalah org pertama yg berdiri dan memberi tepuk tangan utk mu. Dia yg tersenyum bangga dan puas melihat "putri kecilnya yg tidak manja berhasil tumbuh dewasa, dan telah menjadi seseorang"

sampai saat seorang teman hidupmu datang dan meminta izin mengambilmu darinya. Papa akan sangat berhati2 memberikan izin.karena ia tau laki2 itu yg nanti akan menggantikannya.

dan saat Papa melihat mu duduk di panggung pernikahan bersama seseorang yg di anggapnya pantas menggantikannya. Papa pergi kebelakang panggung,dan menangis "tugasku telah selesai dgn baik.putri kecilku yg lucu telah menjadi wanita yg cantik"

Papa hanya bisa menunggu kedatangan mu dan cucu2nya sesekali utk menjenguknya. Dgn rambut yg telah memutih dan badan yg tak lagi kuat utk menjagamu dari bahaya.

papa adalah sosok yg harus selalu terlihat kuat bahkan ketika dia tidak kuat utk tdk menangis. Harus terlihat tegas bahkan saat dia ingin memanjakanmu. papa jg orang pertama yg selalu yakin bahwa "kamu bisa" dalam hal apapun.

tersenyum dan bersyukurlah ketika kamu bisa merasakan kasih syg seorang papa hingga tugasnya selesai.kmu adalah salah satu org yg beruntung. Karna papa adalah sosok superhero yg
hebat.

u can repost this if u like,thanks :)

xoxo,
Allegraaa

fireflies!

2009-11-19T19:37:00.000-08:00

believe me,title post nya gak ada hubungannya sama isinya.gue lagi pengen ngerandom nih huahaha dimulai dengan...

Pride and Prejudice!!!!

oh my friggin god this is like the best EVER EVER EVER EVERRRRRRRR.this is a movie adopted from a novel by Jane Austen.oh my god.for u who loves romantic comedy and jaman pertengahan.this is a recommended for u.liek A MUST WATCH!!!
gue jatuh cinta..oh salah...tergila2 banget sama orang ini...

mr.darcy!

dia sweet dan keren sekali!gue suka banget gila anjriitttttt!

KEDUA gue pengen nntn ini deh ....

sedih banget nih gue belom nntn.mana udah mau ditarik pula.shit banget deh MUI kampung

semoga bsk belom di tarik dan gue jadi nonton deh *sigh

KETIGA gue pengen mati suri deh beneran trs bangunnya tuh pas 2010,bisa gak sih?.gue capek gue bosen gue muak sama yang namanya 2009!
please please please skip it to january!im so done with this fucking yeeaaar
selain itu gue bener2 pengen cepet2 ini...please gue pengen mati sementara terus suruh martin nyium gue biar gue bangun pas tanggal 24 januari.
bener2 ya ampe gue nggak ketemu ama mereka,percobaan minum baygon akan gue lakukan.atau palingan ya gue nggak makan seminggu lah.terserah pada mau bilang apa.tp keanya bener2 idup gue saat ini cuma martin.setiap gue bangun tidur dan ngerasa pengen ngakhirin idup,gue selalu mikir "oh iya,belom januari,gue belom ketemu martin".lebay,gue tau.tp itu yang bener2 gue rasain.i'd do anything deh buat ketemu Boys Like Girls
thank you martin johnson,for being such a hero for my life,i love you!

i guess that's all.oh btw,wish me luck for the comin semester exams people

xoxo,Alleegraa

Movies that made my tears fall down :')

2009-11-12T03:53:00.000-08:00

1.A Walk To Remember

Oh my god oh my god! i cant help but cry when i watch this movie! i mean...how can you not to cry when..GOSSSHHH you should watch this.like must.MUST MUST!!.

"Jamie saved my life. She taught me everything. About life, hope and the long journey ahead. I'll always miss her. But our love is like the wind. I can't see it, but I can feel it. "

2.Titanic
i watched this like...several times and it always makes me cry.damn man,the love story.the endings.i just cant hold my tears!!

3.50 First Date
this is the best love story.ever.EVEEERRRR!!!:'):') the true sacrifice in love <3<3

guess that's all from me ryt now,will update some random stuffs to you soon :D
xoxo,Allegraa

Rizky Roti Unyil Bambang Sanz :) L-O-V-E

2009-11-12T03:11:00.000-08:00

a.k.a Ricky Sans

hahahaha he's such a REALLY NICE,HANDSOME and....FREAKIN FUNNY GUY <3
he's a guitarist from a band called Melee.he came to jakarta once,to bad i cant meet him :''(((
he loves indonesia and jakarta sooooo much! well we love you too Unyil,So much :D:D
we miss you here,please,please come back :(
btw,he tweeted "cinta" and "aku cinta fans indonesia" hahaha and he tweeted "kuntilanak,tuyul,pocong" on halloween :p it TOTTALY MADE MY DAY
whooaaa he's awesome,i love him!
OH and he's curious with wayang i think hahaha and he's looking for an indonesian name
he use "Rizky Roti Unyil Bambang Sanz . " WHOOAAAA hahaha such a cool name
please come back to jakarta unyil,we miss u here :''((

xoxo,Alleegra

"yes michael jackson was a human being.but damn it,he was a king"

2009-11-05T06:33:00.000-08:00

"Michael Jackson. [Cheers] I have a little bit more to say than that. OK, here we go again. Michael Jackson was born in August 1958. So was I. Michael Jackson grew up in the suburbs of the Midwest. So did I. Michael Jackson had eight brothers and sisters. So do I. When Michael Jackson was six, he became a superstar, and was perhaps the world’s most beloved child. When I was six, my mother died. I think he got the shorter end of the stick. I never had a mother, but he never had a childhood. And when you never get to have something, you become obsessed by it.
I spent my childhood searching for my mother figures. Sometimes I was successful, but how do you recreate your childhood when you are under the magnifying glass of the world?There is no question that Michael Jackson is one of the greatest talents the world has ever known. That when he sang a song at the ripe old age of eight he could make you feel like an experienced adult was squeezing your heart with his words. That when he moved he had the elegance of Fred Astaire and packed the punch of Muhammad Ali. That his music had an extra layer of inexplicable magic that didn’t just make you want to dance but actually made you believe you could fly, dare to dream, be anything that you wanted to be. Because that is what heroes do and Michael Jackson was a hero.He performed in soccer stadiums around the world, and sold hundreds of millions of records and dined with prime ministers and presidents. Girls fell in love with him, boys fell in love with him, everyone wanted to dance like him. He seemed otherworldly — but he was a human being.Like most performers he was shy and plagued with insecurities. I can’t say we were great friends, but in 1991 I decided I wanted to try to get to know him better. I asked him out to dinner, I said “My treat, I’ll drive — just you and me.”He agreed and showed up to my house without any bodyguards. We drove to the restaurant in my car. It was dark out, but he was still wearing sunglasses.I said, “Michael, I feel like I’m talking to a limousine. Do you think you can take off your glasses so I can see your eyes?”Then he tossed the glasses out the window, looked at me with a wink and a smile and said, “Can you see me now? Is that better?”in that moment, I could see both his vulnerability and his charm. The rest of the dinner, I was hellbent on getting him to eat French fries, drink wine, have dessert and say bad words. Things he never seemed to allow himself to do. Later we went back to my house to watch a movie and sat on the couch like two kids, and somewhere in the middle of the movie, his hand snuck over and held mine.It felt like he was looking for more of a friend than a romance, and I was happy to oblige. In that moment, he didn’t feel like a superstar. He felt like a human being.We went out a few more times together, and then for one reason or another we fell out of touch. Then the witch hunt began, and it seemed like one negative story after another was coming out about Michael. I felt his pain, I know what it’s like to walk down the street and feel like the whole world is turned against you. I know what it’s like to feel helpless and unable to defend yourself because the roar of the lynch mob is so loud you feel like your voice can never be heard.But I had a childhood, and I was allowed to make mistakes and find my own way in the world without the glare of the spotlight.When I first heard that Michael had died, I was in London, days away from the start of my tour. Michael was going to perform in the same venue as me a week later. All I could think about in this moment was, “I had abandoned him.” That we had abandoned him. That we had allowed this magnificent creature who had once set the world on fire to somehow slip through the cracks. While he was trying to build a family and rebuild his career, we were all passing judgement. Most of us had turned our backs on him. In a desperate attempt to hold onto his memory, I went on the internet to watch old clips of him dancing and singing on TV and on stage and I thought, “my God, he was so unique, so original, so rare, and there will never be anyone like him again. He was a king.”But he was also a human being, and alas we are all human beings and sometimes we have to lose things before we can appreciate them. I want to end this on a positive note and say that my sons, age nine and four, are obsessed with Michael Jackson. There’s a whole lot of crotch grabbing and moon walking going on in my house. And, it seems like a whole new generation of kids have discovered his genius and are bringing him to life again. I hope that wherever Michael is right now he is smiling about this.

Yes, Michael Jackson was a human being but damn it,he was a king. Long live the king." -Madonna

michael's the king,madonna's the queen,and im the princess! ;p

xoxo,allegraaa

Michael Holbrook Penniman!!!!!

2009-10-31T19:35:00.000-07:00

"we are not what you think we are,we are golden"
MIKA!

i've been addicted to this guy lately.well actually,i love him since his first album.live in cartoon motion.
then,if im not wrong,he's like 'gone' for a while and realese his new single 'we are golden'.dude that song is addictive,seriously.then ni bought the album 'A Boy Who Knew Too Much'.THAT ALBUM IS GEEEEENIUS.well,he is a GENIUS.all of his songs are fuckin GENIUS AND AWESOMMEEE!
and by the way,he is so freakin HOT!!!

p.s: umm..where can i get these?

xoxo,Allegra

RePost: Abortion

2009-10-31T17:49:00.000-07:00

Month One.

Hi Mommy!
I am only 3/4 of an inch long,
But I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
Every time I hear it,
I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beat
Is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two.

Mommy,
Today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me
You could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I’m not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three.

You know what Mommy,
I’m a girl!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don’t like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too,
And I cry with you even though
You can’t hear me.

Month Four.

Mommy,
My hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine
But I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
And stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month Five.

You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I’m not a baby.
I am a baby, Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what’s abortion?

Month Six.

I can hear that doctor again.
I don’t like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can’t get away from it!
Mommy! Help me!

Month Seven.

Mommy,
I am okay.
I am in Allah’s arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn’t you want me, Mommy?

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

If you’re against abortion, repost.

credits:this is a repost from nadira's blog

chuck bass-tard

2009-10-27T06:00:00.000-07:00

"so the next time you forget you are blair waldorf,remember i'm chuck bass,and i love you"

oh-my-friggin-god.chuck bass and blair waldorf is the BEST AND HOTTEST couple EVER.EVER.
god im a fan!HUGE fan!they are like so sweet <333
see the chuckbass-tard viruses affected me again
OH and im desperately needs the next episode.
please please please please?

Hottest Guys On The Planet!!

2009-10-22T05:03:00.000-07:00

ah sudah lama saya tidak bikin award beginian di Blog haha.
okay,now is about 10 hottest men on the planet woohoo

1.Johnny depp!!!
yes people,he's in the first place haha.just take a look at him,this is the true hottie,true role model and true perfection ♥

2.Ed WestwickWHOAAA im affcted by Chuckbass-tard viruses!he's the only one that can heal it haha :*

3.Martin Johnson :*
like D'UUUHHH he's so bloody hot!!and yes he's in the 3rd place.but still,he's number one in my heart,kissess kissess

4.Matthew Bellamy
oh my friggin god he's the most genius rockers in the universe!!!!

5.Gah-briel sah-porta
WOOHOO he's a hot mess and im falling for him!he make 'em good girls go bad yow!

6.Mikeeey way
can somebody make me stop falling in love with him? GOD,he's so goddamn hot man,admit it!!

7.Tyson Ritter
what more i can saaay? :*

8.Kyle Patrick
he took my breath away.too much breath.help me,i need oxygen!

9.Nick Tweed Simmons
BLAAACCCCHHH!show me your thounge baby!!!

10.Robert Pattinson
well if he WERE a TRUE vampire (not only PLAYED as a vampire) i'd ask him to suck ma blood and i will be with him forevaaah!and btw,admit it people,he is HOT

guess that's all
i'll make another awards later on :p

bye
notes to self: HAIL BAD BOYS!HAIL HOT GUYS!

xxoo,Allegra

"please,i cant hold this on my own,two is better than one"

2009-10-17T18:49:00.000-07:00

Your voice is the soundtrack of my summer,
and the fact is it's always summer here.
now i see,i understand.thunder only have sound,which is your voice,
and only have lights,which is your eyes.
Now im heels over head,im dying to meet you.
I'm learning to fall,i cant hardly breath.
you are my greatest escape,ive been looking for someone like you.
This feeling i feel,is a real thing.You've got me love drunk,im a love drunker,i love you
i'm love drunk on you.
You are the first one,that made me like this. take my heart,it's free,it's all yours.
save me,you are a hero.i'll do the same thing,i'm your heroine.
now i know,it's true,i cant live without you
please,i cant hold this on my own
because i knw you think the same thing
Two..is better than one

i love you,martin bennet johnson :*

xoxo,allegraa

"im givin up..so just catch me"

2009-10-16T18:42:00.000-07:00

Before I fall too fast Kiss me quick But make it last So i can see how badly this will hurt me When you say good bye Keep it sweet Keep it slow Let the future pass And don't let go But tonight i could fall to soon under this beautiful moonlight But you're so hypnotizing You got me laughing while i sing You got me smiling in my sleep And I can see this unraveling And your love is where im falling But please don't catch me See this heart Wont settle down Like a child running scared from a clown I'm terrified of what you'll do my stomach screams just when I look at you Run far away So I can breathe Even though you're far from suffocating me I can't set my hopes to high Cuz every hello ends with a goodbye But you're so hypnotizing You've got me laughing while I sing You've got me smiling in my sleep And I can see this unraveling Your love is where im falling But please don't catch me So now you see Why I'm scared I cant open up my heart without a care But here i go Its what i feel and for the first time in my life i know its real But you're so hypnotizing You've got me laughing while I sing You've get me smiling in my sleep And i can see this unraveling And your love is where im falling So please don't catch me And if this is love Please don't break me I'm giving up So just catch me

-Catch me By Demi Lovato

untuk kamu belahan jiwaku

2009-10-03T00:36:00.001-07:00

aku berfikir

gimana kalo suatu saat,orang yang ada disampingku ketika aku bangun tidur itu kamu?

gimana kalo suatu saat,kamu orang yang selalu ada kalo aku butuh,orang yang menghapus air mataku?

gimana kalo suatu saat,kamu yang selalu bikin aku tertawa,hari ku berwarna,dan sebaliknya?

gimana kalo suatu saat,ketika semua dunia meninggalkan aku,aku cuma punya kamu?

gimana kalo suatu saat,kamu memiliki perasaan yang sama sama aku?

perasaan sayang dan cinta yang tulus itu?

tapi bagaimana kalo orang itu bukan kamu?

apa yang akan aku lakukan?

apakah perasaan sayang dan cinta yang tulus akan sama?

aku yakin tidak akan sama.

karna sekeras apapun aku mencoba buat membuka hati untuk orang lain

hatiku sudah menemui jalan dan tujuannya

yaitu kamu.

dan bagaimana kalo orang yang selalu berada disamping kamu bukan aku?

apa yang akan aku lakukan?

bagaimana jika aku tidak pernah sekalipun menjadi bagian dari kamu?

mungkin hanya rasa sakit yang tidak ada habisnya yang akan aku rasakan

tapi aku harus merelakannya,asal kamu bahagia

tapi aku tetap yakin dan percaya

suatu hari,hati kita akan menjadi satu dan menyempurnakan satu sama lain

suatu hari,kamu menjadi milikku

suatu hari,kita berbagi rasa sayang dan cinta.yang tulus dari hati yang paling dalam

aku akan terus menunggumu,belahan jiwaku.

"there's nothing more i could ask for than being beside you for the rest of my life"

xxoo,Allegra

"I DO BELIEVE IN FAIRIES! I DO! I DO!"

2009-09-30T05:17:00.000-07:00

Have you watch this movie?YES PETERPAN! i know its an OLD movie,its in 2003.when the first time i watch this movie,i dont get it,what the movie about.well i watch the animated one,but quite diffrent,isnt it?
tapi tiba2 si vrda,ngereply my twitter kalo there's peterpan movie in TRANS 7. and i watch this movie again AND DAMN IM IN LOVE WITH THIS GUY

Jeremy Sumpter ♥

yes,he plays as peterpaaaaan!i love when he smile,damn i cant help it.its a damn cute naughty smile :3 aw aw aw i always wants to pinch and take him away from the movie when i see him smile HAHA.
and oh..back to the movie.its awesome,quite diffrent from the animated one.but the love story of Wendy Darling and Peter pan are..YEAH OH MY GOD they are sooooo sweeet,love it!
i love it!i love it! i love it!

see?THEY ARE SO FUCKING SWEET.ah i envy them and the girl who play as wendy,rachel,is so sweet :) hmm this movie is kinda sad,but its awesome HA! espesially the endings when peter decided to go back to never land and wendy says "You wont forget about me,will you?" and peter said "me?forget?never" "will you come back?" "to hear stories..about me" the he leave.damn it its so sad and the other sad scene is when peter fighting with hook and hook said "She was leaving you, Pan! Your Wendy was leaving you. Why should she stay? What have you to offer? You are incomplete. Let us now take a peep into the future, shall we? 'Tis the fair Wendy. She's in her nursery. The window is shut. " peter answered "i'll open it" "i'm afraid the window is barred" "i'll call out her name" "she cant hear you.." "No!" "she cant see you" "wendy.." "she 's forgotten all about you""stop!please!stop it!""what is this i see?there's another person in your place.he is called..husband" then peter fall down.when hook trying to kill peter,wendy stop him.wendy laying next to petter,and wendy said "This belongs to you, and always will " and they kissed. damn it they are so sweet,i love them! and i really love when tink died,and everybody shouts "I DO BELIEVE IN FAIRIES!I DO!I DO!" and tink come alove again aaaaaaaa i never bored to watch this movie.i want to watch this movie over and oooover again i love it i love it! but one thing i want to protests:THEIR COSTUMES! its unlike the animated one.peter actually use a hat and wendy actually use a blue dress *oke this is un-im-por-tant" but yeah,anyway,i love this movie this is AWESOME

and somehow..i need a place like neverland.i hate to be grow up

That's all

QOTD: "..but fairies are so small,they only have room for one feeling.."

xoxo,Alleegra

nigahiga

2009-09-30T05:02:00.000-07:00

yow wassup people?!
i want to post some videos from niga higa.idk what niga higa actually,but yeah..they call them that. haha.
gue tau niga higa ini dari andra,td kata dia "iya lle,liat deh kocak abis" gue penasaran,yaudah,i check it out dan..WHOA hahahaha liat sendiri dehhh
they have a lot of videos,but here's some of them

those two are my favourite HA:) check it out,you gonna LOL!
more from them (click)

enjoy

xox,Alleegraa

is every body going crazy?is anybody gonna save me?

2009-09-25T20:30:00.000-07:00

Tell me what's wrong with society When everywhere I look I see Young girls dying to be on TV They wont stop 'til they've reached their dreams Diet pills, surgery Photoshop pictures in magazines Telling them how they should be It doesn't make sense to me Is everybody going crazy?Is anybody gonna save me? Can anybody tell me what's going on?Tell me what's going on If you open your eyes You'll see that something is wrong I guess things are not how they used to be There's no more normal families Parents act like enemies Making kids feel like it's world war III No one cares, no one's there I guess we're all just too damn busy Money's our first priority It doesn't make sense to me Is everybody going crazy? Is anybody gonna save me? Can anybody tell me what's going on? Tell me what's going on If you open your eyes You'll see that something is wrong Is everybody going crazy? Is everybody going crazy? Tell me what's wrong with society When everywhere I look I see Rich guys driving big SUV's While kids are starving in the streets No one cares No one likes to share I guess life's unfair Is everybody going crazy? Is anybody gonna save me? Can anybody tell me what's going on Tell me what's going on If you open your eyes You'll see that something something is wrong Is everybody going Crazy? Can anybody tell me what's going on Tell me what's going on If you open your eyes You'll see that something is wrong
There's A Place In Your Heart,And I Know That It Is Love And This Place Could Be Much Brighter Than Tomorrow And If You Really Try You'll Find There's No Need To Cry In This Place You'll Feel There's No Hurt Or Sorrow Cuz There Are Ways To Get Ther e are people dying If You Care Enough For The Living Make A Little Space Make A Better Place Heal The World Make It A Better Place For You And For Me And The Entire Human Race There Are People Dying If You Care Enough For The Living Make A Better Place For You And For Me If You Want To Know Why There's A Love That Cannot Lie Love Is Strong It Only Cares For Joyful Giving If We Try We Shall See In This Bliss We Cannot Feel Fear Or Dread We Stop Existing And Start Living Then It Feels That Always Love's Enough For Us Growing So Make A Better World Make A Better World... Heal The World Make It A Better Place For You And For Me And The Entire Human Race There Are People Dying If You Care Enough For The Living Make A Better Place For You And For Me And The Dream We Were Conceived In Will Reveal A Joyful Face And The World We Once Believed In Will Shine Again In Grace Then Why Do We Keep Strangling Life Wound This Earth Crucify Its Soul Though It's Plain To See This World Is Heavenly Be God's Glow We Could Fly So High Let Our Spirits Never Die In My Heart I Feel You Are All My Brothers Create A World With No Fear Together We'll Cry Happy Tears See The Nations Turn Their Swords Into Plowshares We Could Really Get There If You Cared Enough For The Living Make A Little Space To Make A Better Place... Heal The World Make It A Better Place For You And For Me And The Entire Human Race There Are People Dying If You Care Enough For The Living Make A Better Place For You And For Me Heal The World Make It A Better Place For You And For Me And The Entire Human Race There Are People Dying If You Care Enough For The Living Make A Better Place For You And For Me

"I think about the generations and they say they want to make it a better place for our children and our children's children so that they they they know it's a better world for them and I think they can make it a better place"

we are the world,we are the children,we are the one to make a brighter days,so lets start giving

p.s:gue berharap setelah gue ngepost ini,pelan2 kita semua bisa ngebuka mata,apa yang udah terjadi sebenernya didunua kita ini,dibumi kita, perubahan dimulai dari hal yang kecil,dimulai dari diri sendiri,makasih :)

xxoo,
Alleegra

credits:
songs ; Crazy By simple plan and Heal the world by Michael Jackson

i changed my UN-biologic parents :p

2009-09-20T17:46:00.000-07:00

yow yow people!haha
i decided to changed my un-biologic parents.bcos im bored with the whibley BAHAHA (bisa gitu dah) jd i decided to change it
avril and deryck became my aunty and uncle now..
okay back to the point

here are my new un-biologic parents

Beyonce Knowless & Shawn Corey Carter (Jay-Z)
"The most beautiful couple on earth" -russel brand

kalo mau tau kenapa gue tiba2 berpikiran untuk ganti,alesannya gara2...VMA 2009.
gila itu beyonce baik banget sama taylor swift :') AKU SALUT AKU BANGGA SAMA MY MAMA BE (that's what i calls beyonce."mama be")
"“I remember being 17 years old, up for my first MTV award for Destiny’s Child and it was one of the most exciting moments of my life. So I would like for Taylor to come out and have her moment.”
AAAAAAAAAAAA i wanna be like her...someday
love you,mama be!
terus kalo jay-z..kayaknya dia tuh perfeksionis banget kalo apa2..apalagi video run this town yang sama kakak ku itu loh si rihanna hehe itu keren bangeeet. hmm..terus kata ayik "eh kita sama2 anak millionare" bahahah
kayaknya.....kalo "parents" gue mereka...lebih masuk di akal nggak sih?ya kan?
hmm oh iya,untuk sodara2 gue,gue masih pertimbangkan.yang jelas..rihanna masih kakak gue (cie)

that's it for now
p.s:mohon maaf lahir batin ya semuanya :) dan dont ask me to tell you how is my lebaran yesterday,dont ever ask me.EVER

xxoo,allegraa carter

But You Didnt by Stan Gebhardt

2009-09-16T03:05:00.000-07:00

This is Taken from Chicken Soup For the Soul.this poem is about father and son.the son wants his father attantion..but...see what he got..this is touchy

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I looked at you the other day

I thought you'd see me but you didn't

I said "I love you" and waited for what you would say

I thought you'd hear me but you didn't

I asked you to come outside and play ball with me

I thought you'd follow me but you didn't

I drew a picture just for you to see

I thought you'd save it but you didn't

I made a fort for us back in the woods

I thought you'd camp with me but you didn't

I found some worms 'n such for fishing if we could

I thought you'd want to go but you didn't

I needed you just to talk to, my thoughts to share

I thought you'd want to but you didn't

I told you about the game hoping you'd be there

I thought you'd surely come but you didn't

I asked you to share my youth with me

I thought you'd want to but you couldn't

My country called me to war, you asked me to come home safely

But I didn't.

xxoo,Allegraaa

Ferb-ruary part 5 [FIC]

2009-09-14T02:41:00.000-07:00

hm ini ada episode baru lagi nih.gmn kelanjutan chris dan rihanna?just read it then you'll know it :)

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the next day

"hey,ready?" said chris when she picking up rihanna the next day. "hm,yea" "you look..beautiful.." "err..tryin to seduce me?soooo not gonna work" "hahah no no,im serious.you look beautiful..as always" "hm yea,thanks"

[and if you want to know,this is what rihanna's wearing]

chris smiled."okay,cmon" "okay,bye girls" said rihanna to me&kristy.then they go. "hmm chris,btw,where are we going?" "hahaha its a surprise,you'll know it latter" "hm fine"
finally they arrived at the place.its an outdoor restaurant,its a confortable place.chris knew that rihanna will love this place "wow" said rihanna. "hahah come on,i already reserved a place for us" "good evening,may i help you sir?" said a waiter "tables for chris brown please" chris answered "ooh,follow me sir" their table is a near the pool with a city lamps view "chris?is this our table?" "hm yeah,why?" "no,love the view" finally rihanna smile. "hahaha yeah i know you will love it..choose what to order?" "yap" "waiters!" called chris,the waiters came."umm.." rihanna about to mantion what she want to order "one rib steak with mushroom sauce please and oh yeah..one iced cappucino..hmm and for me..1 chiken steak with barbeque sauce and lemonade for the drink.oh and plus one salad please" rihanna keep silent "that's it sir?anything else?" "nope" "okay,please wait" rihanna still silent "HEY how come you still remember my favourite?haha" rihanna laughed."hmm...i will always remember your favourite,gergeous" "STOP SEDUCING ME!" "shhh dont mad" "hm..ya..ya"
the music starts playing Heaven by Bryan adams.
finally,their food came.they starts eat."some salad?" ask chris. "hmm later,thanks"
they talked and laughed together.
sudenlly,chris's face turned serious "ri,i need to talk to you" "hm yeah..go on" "i am so not over you,after that tragedy,i feel regret,seriously,i cant stop thinking about you,night and day.our memories is just too sweet to be forgotten.i'm still desperately in love with you..will you..come back to me again..i promise..i will change" chris holded rihanna's cold hand,rihanna smiled "chris..chris..chris..you know what?i love you to,we'll start this all over again" "thank you,i love you" chris kissed rihanna's forehead."im so grateful to have you by my side,rihanna fenty" "me too,my Christopher Maurice" rihanna smiled and also her heart.
the music starts playing in a rush by black street
"it came over me in a rush when i realised that i love you so much
that sometime i cry but i cant tell you why what i feel why i feel inside"
after the long talks,chris pay the bills,and he takes rihanna back to the hotel
"bye,beautiful"

to be continued....

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baby you're all that i want when you're lying here in my arms,i founding it hard to believe,we're in heaven

xoxo
Alleegraaa

Ferb-ruary part 4 [FIC]

2009-09-12T20:05:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHA this episode is so offensive,well yeah i dont give a shit,fuck you malaysian!!!

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Malaysia,08.00 pm
we just arrived,we're really tired,esp rihanna.But still,when we are about to go out from the airport,some of rihanna's fans are waiting,so rihanna just meet them for a while.give them an autograph,and take a pict,then go.yes.she IS really kind
finally,we arrived at the hotel,luckyly,tehre's no fans waiting for her there.
we had dinner first,then we take turn to take a bath,we are really tired so we go to our bed,share stories.rihanna told us how much she loves chris,she miss him so terribly.
after we chit chat,we go to sleep.
tommorow rihanna have to prepare for the show.we have to go to the sound check,make up and etc.

The next day,we wake at 9.we had breakfast.and we talk about how sucks is malaysia,how copy catter is malaysia. rihanna said "damn how can i play in a place like this?guess i'd be faking all the time here" "umm yeah ri,this place's sucks and..do you know that malaysia is claiming many of indonesian culture?" i asked. "OH! ya,i heard they are copy catting..umm what's that call again..the dance from bali?" "ya,tari pendet,and they also claiming gamelan and angklung,which is our traditional musics and they also copying our national music,and the suckest part is.....they say that prambanan is copycatting their twin tower,i laugh when i heard bout that.it's tottaly...rediculous HAHAHAHA"i explained,we laughing out loud."well,im on indonesian side anyway.." said rihanna,yeah,she's so nice.
after having breakfast and the talks,we go to the place where rihanna will held her concert. "ah the place is not as cool as istora senayan" said rihanna."ah ya it is hahahah" said kristy.
then,we had lunch,we did a little shopping and we go back to hotel to get ready for the show.

we get ready and at 4 we go to the building.me and kristy watching rihanna get dress for the show,its fun tho.
sudenlly,there's one familiar face.there's a hot handsome guy.and yes..it...is..chris brown!
"CHRRIIIIISSSSSSSSSS" i shouted.he was shocked. "RIIIIIIIIIRIIIIIII!!!CHRIS HEERRREEEE" said kristy panicly "he?are you serious?" "..i..ye.." "yes,she is serious,hey,how are you?" "err..what are you doin here?"
"umm..nothin..just dropping to say hi" "yea rite,what-ever" "hm hm,btw,who are those girls?" "my fans that became my sisters,they are from jakarta.." "oowwhh..hey giiirrrllss" "umm hey chris" i said.
"hey ri..when r u leaving malaysia?" "umm 2 days from now,why?" "owh,how bout dinner,tommorow?" "he?" "yea,im serious" "umm...okay" "great"

to be continued...

xxoo,Alleegraa

Ferb-ruary Part 3 [FIC]

2009-09-07T02:08:00.000-07:00

After that,rihanna told us about chris' stepfather.chris' stepfather always torture chris' mother,chris doesnt accept it.that's why chris cant control emotion to. "Sometime,i have to undersrand,but,it's just too much" said rihanna,she cried."ooh rihanna,i think you do the right thing,dont cry" said kristy "yeaa" i add."thank you girls" rihanna smiled.
"hey btw,what time are you leaving tommorow?" i asked "ummm,i think my flight is 6pm" she answered. " OH HEY,how about,you two go to malaysia with me,then,you can we go to canada,and you two can stay in my home for a week or two,what do you think?" she said , i was speechless "HA? ri i loved to , but you know...my parents will not let me" i said "yeaa" said kristy.
"oooh i can talk to your parents if you want" said rihanna."ha?are you sure?" i said surprised."yeaa,why not sist" she smiled "oh okaaaay" i smiled back.
then,at night,when she take me and kristy home,she ask my mom's permission to go with her and my mom said yes,i was really excited,then rihanna ask kristy's mom,luckily she let kristy to go with us.so,that night,i packed my suitecase,i got everything i need.after packing,i was tired,then i go to sleep.
the next day,at 8 in the morning,i wake up,i have my breakfast,then i wait for rihanna,she will pick me up at 9,she said she want to go to pacific palace first.

14 february,9 am
rihanna pick me up,in the car,there's kristy.we go to pacific palace,there's not many people there,so it's kinda save LOL.we take a look shop to shop.
"hey girls.." said rihanna "ya?" i asked "here,i have chocolates for you guys,happy valentines day haha" "AWW thanks rihanna" we said together "and happy valentines day for you to,how's chris?did he say something" "errr i dont know,i bet he over me already" she said "NO! he's not!" "well.." "SSSHH" we laughed.
then,at 1 o'clock , we had lunch at jappanesse restaurant,then we continue shopping.
after that,it's already 3 o'clock that mean we have to go to the airport.on the way,rihanna saw something strange
"allegra,what's that?" she asked me "oh that's monumen nasional or we call it monas,president soekarno make it" i explain "oooh,what's in it?" she asked again "umm there's a museum,and so much historical thing in it,there's also president soekarno's voice when proclamation" i explain "ooh,that's really cool" she said amazed.

Airport,4pm
at the airport,many fans waiting for rihanna,but the bodyguard wont let them meet her.
we still have half an hour before the plane take off,so i buy some chips and cola for the three of us.
while we're waiting,we talk,we laugh,and i online , i tell my friends i was with rihanna,and they're surprised.

finally,it's time to our plane boarding we got into the plane with rihanna's crew.
the flight takes about 1 hour and half

to be continued.....

xxoo,Alleegra

Ferb-ruary part 2 [FIC]

2009-09-05T20:20:00.000-07:00

here's another episodes of me,kristy,and rihanna hahaha.enjoy it,this is a lil bit hillarious :p

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Finally,me and kristy arrived at the place where rihanna have concert,istora senayan.We get in the line,because the gate is not open yet.we wait and wait and wait.....finally....THE GATE OPEN,i get inside,and i was at the first row at the festival,and kristy next to me.
we wait till the concert start,it's still one hour,so we sit and kristy buy cola for us.
i drink my cola,im getting tired.
then after 45 minutes,the light is turned off,Rihanna came out with disturbia,and it's so cool.after that,she sing all her hits.Sudenlly,she pointed at me and she wave her hand to me,i scream. and the last song is Dont stop the music.
After that,me and kristy are really tired and we're so happy,it's such a great show,then we buy drinks again,we're so thirsty.After that,kristy asked me "Allegraa,wanna go to the ritz carlton again??" "ha?oh sure!!!" im excited.we go to the ritz carlton again then,when we arrived,we're so lucky that rihanna is just arrived either.Rihanna greet me "hey sist" she said with her smile "HEEEEY SISTAAA HAHA" i huged my sister :) then the three of us take a picture. "rihanna,where are you going tommorow?" "ummm i still have 2 days here so i want to look around,and i think tommorow i will go to senayan city" answered her "kristy we should go there to" i whisper,and i think rihanna hear it,and she said "heeey you two can come if you want" im speechless "are you sure that's okay?" "yeah it's okaay,meet me here at 12 o'clock,we will have lunch at sency okay?" "AAAAAA okaay"we're so happy "oh my gosh how lucky i am" i said in my heart.

13 february , 12pm
"hey girls" rihanna called us "HEEEEEY" we answered,i look at rihanna's hand "hey riri that's the bracelet i gave to you hahah,you like it?" i asked "hahaha yeah,i really like it" she said.
then,we arrived at senayan city,when we arrived,many people want to take a pict and have her autograph,we were so bored,we dont know it's gonna be like this,then rihanna said "girls,meet me at the seafood restaurant at the 4th floor okay?i'll be there in a minute" then we go upstair.
we order first,then rihanna come,she order her food and drink.then,we have chit chat and talk.
"rihanna,why is...." i said "what?" she ask "umm....about the rumor,that chris punch you,is that true?" i asked "it's true" she answer sadly."im sorry to hear that" said kristy "but why??" i asked again "so,you know now many people love twilight rite?"she said "umm yeah,and then?" "chris brown love twilight!" she said and i was shocked "then,he ask me do i love twilight or not" she said "then i said that it's not really good,but yea not bad" tell rihanna."then?" i said shocked "then,he doesnt accept it,he said that bella and edward is a perfect fit,bella is so beautiful and blablabla" she explain.i was confuse "then?" i asked "umm yeaa,then we argue,he cannot control his emotion ,until finally he punch me repeatly,i was shocked" she said
me and kristy are tried to not to laugh,it's just seems so ridiculous LOL

to be continued...

xoxo,Alleegra

Ferb-ruary [FIC]

2009-09-02T04:00:00.000-07:00

Jadi inget gue pernah bikin ini HAHAHA.yes people,ini saking stresnya gue waktu rihanna nggak jd dateng!hope you enjoy this shits haha

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so,it was 11 february 2009,and my biggest inspiration,rihanna,canceled her concert AGAIN in jakarta,i heard it's because her bf Chris brown,punced her. i cried that night
the next day,everybody in my school keep saying "oh allegra how sad,just be patien ya" yeah i tried to,but i just cant,i really love rihanna like she's my own sist.that day,i live my day as usual,school then an extra lesson at the afternoon,till at night...
my mom called me "rihanna not canceling her concert,i got the ticket!" "WHAT?! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA" i was shouting and screaming and gone crazy,my mom just laugh that time "and guess what??" "WHAT??" "you get the backstage and the meet&greet" "WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA" i scream louder,i cant sleep,i cant wait for tommorrow...
the next day,my friends keep saying "Allegraa rihanna not canceling her concert isnt she??" "yes hahaha" "so you will chase her to the hotel?" "i guess so" "woow,good luck" i was so exited ,im not concentrate while studying.
after school end,i come to my teacher and ask if i can not join the extra lesson today because i have to go,and luckily she said yes.then,i go to the hotel where rihanna stay,it's ritz carlton hotel.there,i have a meet&greet with her,in one room,im with 4 other girls,i think they obsessed to rihanna just like me.i wear my t-shirt which has rihanna's picture in it.when i get in the room,i was speechless,she's so perfect
tall,beautiful,have a great body,and her hair is perfect,she wear a casual outfit but it's still looks nice on her.
i bring a bracelet&neckless for her and a present for her birthday which is in 20 february.
she look at my t-shirt,then she realized,there is her picture on it "woow,i love your shirt haha" "haha thank you,do you like it?" "of course" then she smiled,while she give me her autograph,i ask her "rihanna,you're really my biggest inspiration,can i be your little sister?" i smiled,she laugh and say "hahaha sure,sist" "THANK YOU" then i smiled,she smiled to me back.after that,we take a picture together (me,the other 4 girls and rihanna). after that,the time for me and the other 4 girls are up,the other people waiting for their turn.i wave to rihanna "byeee rihanna" then she said "bye sist" then she smiled,i smiled back.a girl which is in one room with me when meet and greet say to me "hey hey,you're so lucky aaaa" "hahaha,yeah" i smiled."what's your name?" "im allegra,you?" "im kristy" "ooh,nice to meet you" we shaked hand "Are you going to the concert?" i asked "yes,you?" she asked me back "sure i am haha" i answered. "hey wanna go together?" she asked me "oh sure,are you at festival or tribune?" "umm festival,you?" "festival" . "yeah,let's go then,it's already 6 o'clock" "okay ,cmon"
then we go to the concert together with kristy's car.

to be continued....

xoxo,Allegraa

"Sisters are a gift given bye God .."

2009-08-28T21:15:00.000-07:00

hmm just like the tittle,i want to tell you about my sisters.well,not really my REAL sister,this is about my "pretend" sister. but ya,they are like a REAL sister for me,like we're really related.
i have mentioned them many times in my blog arent i? I want to dedicate this post for them
and yeah here they are:

From i was kid,i always dreaming to have older sisters.Older sister that care for me,sister that i can count on,shoulders to cry.well,that's every girl's dream...i guess.Well,god is fair.My dreams to have older sisters are come true :) god sent me them,Nadia araditya paramastri & kak Sofiani Naida.now,we have been sisters for almost 3 years.
we share everything.
They are the best.they showed me a frame of an older sister.I am so lucky i had them as my sister.I do love them,i do care for them.trust me,i really do.
When im in trouble or i got a problem,i can count on them,and they do care for me.see?my childhood dream do cometrue.if you ask how do i know that they care for me,
Ayik always hate when i walk uncarefully and when i always tried to walk on my high heels,she always says :"al stop it,you made me worried" well i guess that means she dont want me to get hurt by the high hells
and everytime my twitter status was like "err i want to end my life,my life's sucks,and who cares?" kak naida will says "I do care"
i love them.they are my sisters,also my bestfriend,also my inspiration,and yeah they are my everything
i promised kak naida that no matter what happen,no matter how things changes,we will always be sister,forever.i crossed my heart.
ayik also,she gave me the strongest power i ever had,and its "22 POWER-POOOWW".cant imagine my life without sisters like them.
dear god,
help me send miliions of my love for them
i always promise,will never betray their wants
and sist,listen to me,how actually i love you so much
i'm sorry,if im unlike kind of sister that you guys always wanted
but i do tried
forever,you guys will always be my sister
cause sisters,are a gift,given by god
i love you all

"i've never been expecting for another sister,but you could change my mind" -AYIK

loves,
Allegra

OH MY GOOOOOODDDDDD :') AND THIS IS WHY I LOVE TYSON TO DEATH

2009-08-20T19:23:00.000-07:00

video of the day:

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA THIS IS THE BEST VIDEO I EVER SEEN

oh my god ini terlalu manis gila ini so sweet bangeeeeet paraaaaaaaaaaaaaah :')
dan mereka broke up?kenapaaa?kenapa tysoon?KENAPAAAA? -_-
ah tyson,go back to kim,pelase
you guys are so perfect together

dan ini ya kalo gue jadi kim smith,gue udah mati di tempat,ini so sweet banget gilaaaaa tysoooooon astaghfirullaaah :')

OH IYA!!!
and this is the best pict i ever seensee?this is the best!!!hahaha

i guess that's all for now :p
I LOVE YOU TYSON AND KIM!!!!AND OF COURSE YOU MARTIN HAHAHA

p.s:selamat puasa ya bagi yang menjalankan,semoga puasanya lancar :--)

xxoo,Allegra Ritter Smith

forgive him,poor big doggy

2009-08-20T17:52:00.000-07:00

he said:"riding the horse"

oh my goooddddd , poor big doggy
my husband's kinda freak HAHA sorry honey JK :-*
i love ya,My thunder

xx,Alleegra

The best independence day EVER!

2009-08-19T01:33:00.000-07:00

oh my god udah lama banget gue nggak ngeblog dan sekalinya ngepost kea bullshit gitu ya nggak jelas gitu sok sok puitis kalo katya saras gue jadi melankolis *bener nggak sih tulisannya?*
nah tp skrg gue mau cerita nih
gilaaaaa gue seneeeeeng banget :') kenapaaa lle? coba deh tebak...GUE ABIS KETEMU ALL AMERICAN REJECT DAN GUE NNTN KONSERNYA whooaaa
jadi gini
dari beberapa hari sebelumnya gue udah sibuk gitu kan ya,ngmngin gmn2 nya sama vr,ayik,abby,citcitcuit,essy because tanggal 17 agustus itu konsernya AAR
whooaa we are fuckin excited.gue ampe bikin scrapt book buat dikasih kemereka.ya walaupun hasilnya nggak terlalu bagus,sorry guys :(
jadi,abby sama gue mulai nyari bantuan
kalo gue hasilnya nihil,tp abby dapet koneksi,dan vr dapet goodnews
abby dapet m&g,cuman bisa masukin 2 orang,dia masukin vr,tp lagi usaha lagi
vr dapet informasi dimana mereka nginep
nah sampe tanggal 14,kita nggak dapet informasi lagi
gue udah panik tuh,gue pengen PARAH yang namanya m&g
akhirnya,keajaiban itu emang ada ya,karina,temen gue,ngasih tau kalo m&g bisa beli
anjirrrrr gue seneng abis
akhirnya gue dikasih nomer telfon orang gitu
tp gue nggak berani,gue ngasih tau ayik,dia ogah kalo beli
akhirnya gue kasih tau aja kak nai,because she is kan berani banget gitu ya pdnya gila kalo masalah beginian
akhirnya dia yang nelfon,dan gue,kak nai,sama kak fitri jadi deh m&g oh my god gue aja masih nggak percaya :/

besoknya tanggal 15,gue citra ayik abby kerumah vr,kita bikin rencana gitu,kita bikin spanduk,setelah muter otak,akhiornya ditetapkan tulisannya "you are the best way we survive"
nah besoknyaaaa,tanggal 16,gue pagi2 udah nunggu kabar dari abby
yaudah kan tuh,diputuskan kita bernagkat sore aja ngejarnya,they arrived malem soalnya terus gue nanya ayik "jadi ikut nggak?" kata dia "AL AKU TIBA2 NGGAK BOLEH GARA2 DI RITZ CARLTON" hhhhh fuck you noordin merasa top :@ terus vr nggak ikut,essy juga nggak boleh
yaudah,akhirnya yang ngejar cuma gue citra abby
gue sama citra ke pim dulu,ngambil tiket citra
gue udah nunggu citra gitu kan ya di trans bintaro tapi dia kagak dateng2.dann i just done the most lame thing in my life
I LEFT MY SCRAPT BOOK THAT I MADE FOR AAR.damn.akhirnya gue suruh sodara gue nganter mumpung dia dirumah gue dan ada motor :/
terus akhirnya citra dateng deeeeh kita naik trans bintaro ke pim,eh terus ada goodnews dari abby,katanya citra bisa m&g wah wah
kita ngambil tiket,terus citra beli softlens,trs kita cabut ke rumah abby
nyampe rumah abby,kita siap2,masih nunggu supirnya abby si pak mamak yang berjasa (Y)
akhirnya pak mamak dateng,kita cabooot ke ritz carlton deh
nyampe sana,kita nunggu info dulu,akhirnya parkir,terus citra ama abby sholat dimobil
tayamum,pake hoodie,pokoknya menyedihkan HAHA ampun tp nggak sia2 kok........
abis shalat,kita dapet kabar mereka udah nyampe cengkareng apa mana gitu gue lupa
akhirnya kita balik ke ritz
kita masuk
masuk2 udah kedengeran lagu aar,wah ck
ada orang yang ngejar juga ternyata
kita nyari info lagi deh akhirnya,terus kita dapet kabar mereka udah mau nyampe
dan akhirnya..........MEREKA NYAMPE ohmygod i still cant believe my eyes i met them :''')
woohooo
gue jaimnya parah banget
tp pas mereka dateng,gue udah nggak peduli
gue nggak lebay sih,tetep mendem :/
OH MY GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD TYSON WAAS SO HOOOOT HOOOOT HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT

daaaaaan gue dapet foto sama tyson sama mike :')Kalo mau tau itu dia gigitin apa,itu sapu tangan -__-

terus gue seneng deh mike baik banget
kan gue bilang "hey mike" "heeeey" "can i take a picture with you?" "oh sureee"

abis foto gue bilang "thank you,i love yoou *smiled and blushed*" terus kata dia 'haha thanks" aawww baik parah <3 udah gitu senyumnya tulus banget gituuu :')
ya kan tulus banget kan?haha
eh iya gue masih kesel sama bodyguardnya,gue kan mau foto sama nick gitu kan ya udh gitu kea nicknya tuh udah seneng gitu ketemu fans,tp yang jagain dia kea tai,dia malah di bawa ke atas,terus kan gue nyamber aja gitu kan ya,eh gua dihadang bodyguardnya
terus nick kea yang "ooowww" gitu ah shit ya bodyguard fuckzzz!!!!!!!!
gapapa lah yang penting kan tyson ya nggak bang ty ganteng? ck
teurs abis itu,tyson tuh kayak nungguin sweater nya gitu,kocak abis,tampangnya silly gila AAAAH coba gue videoin,itu lucu banget,gue bingung nyeritainnya
terus kan gue tos gitu kan ya,padahal abby yang ngemeng "can you give me a hi-5?" tp yang nyamber tangannya duluan gue haha ampun bay.
terus gue bilang "yeah ttyson you rawkz" sambil pasang tangan metal,dia terus kayak yang hormat gitu aawww lucuu :3
terus abby kayak bilang "welcome to jakarta" dengan tampang bahagia ckckck dan citra?masih speechless
terus oh iya,liat kan ya tuh mereka pake bunga kan?terus tyson kea nyiumin gitu aawwwww
terus kan gue sms kak nai gitu kan ya gue bilang gue ketemu,eh dia malah marah,padahal pas diajak males,yeeee -__-
nah udah deh terus kita pulang aja,padahal abby sama citra belum foto sama nick gara2 tu bodyguard kea eek
tp kita mikir,yaelah besok ketemu kok
akhirnya,kita anter citra sampe pim,terus gue ke rumah abby deh gue nginep
kita ngobrol2 dulu gitu kea gila gara2 aar sampe akhirnya tertidur
dan lo harus tau gue mimpi apa........oh my god itu the best dream ecver keanya :/
gue mimpiin my thunder my MARTEEEEEEEEEEN <3
jd di mimpi gue,gue kea ketemu dia gitu,terus entah kenapa gue yang pendeeeeek banget,gue cuma sepinggang,terus gue kayak yang nangis kejer gitu ketemu dia,terus gue digendong sama dia,terus dia gue cium pipinya, and the best part is....dia nyium gue balik :')
pas gua bangun,nyesek gila itu cuma mimpi ck
oke jadi ngelantur
back to aar
besoknya gue sama abby bangun pagi2,jam setengah 6,shalat shubuh,terus kea ngegembel nggak jelas,terus sarapan *i MADE the breakfast for abby:p*
abis itu mandi siap2....sibuk nelfonin orang2
dan akhirnya,kita cabs ke citos buat ketemu dinda,citra,vrda
gue ngidam bk banget kan,akhirnya ketemuan di bk
terus we met vr&dinda
kita makan bentar,terus gue sama vr beli permen buat dikasih ke mereka
terus menunggu citra yang notabene lama sekali :/
akhirnya citra dateng dan kita jemput ayik di sency
terus caaaabut deh ke istora,the meet&greet was there,jad kita menunggu disana.dan kita ketemu karinaaa :)
terus katanya kak nai&kak fit udah nyampe,jadi gue kedepan ketemu mereke
terus yang nggak lucunya GUE JATOH,awalnya it's okay sampe akhirnya ternyata berdarah
pada panik semua,mana crew p3k disana belum dateng.shit.terus mini market tutup
gue bawa plester tp di mobil abby.shit bner2 bleeding love gue ke tyson :/
akhirnya di bersihin dulu pake tissue terus darahnya dibekuin pake es batu.oke nggak penting
terus kita ketemu ami,dan adiknya dan sodaranya.mereka mt.shit -_-
yaudah akhirnya tibalah saat meet&greet
kita ternyata nonton rehealselnya WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAA gilagilagila gua mau nangis,udah nangis deng
terus AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA gue kan kea tereak gitu "MIKEEE!!" terus dia kea "HIIIIII" anjiiiir seneng abis,that's for me :')
terus i got tyson's pick aaawwww dan gue baru sadar i lost guitar pic from my dearest kyle patrick :(
oke lanjut
teruuuus tibalah ngantri buat meet&greeet
dan gue kenalan sama orang-yang-ternyata-m&g-panicatthedisco-dan-dia-ketemu-gua-waktu-itu
terus pas giliran gue pun tiba
gue say hi pertama ke mike,gara2 dia yang paling baik oh my gosssshhhh
gue bilang "HEY MIIIKKEE" "heeeeey"
"we met yesterday :')" "OH YEEAAAH" terus gue ngasih scrapt book nya "AND THIS IS FOR YOOOUUUU" 'waaa thank yoouu" " terus gue bilang "can i hug yoouu?" "suuurrreee" <3 dan terus kita berpelukan aawwww
terus gue ke chris,najis sombong gila bocah,males ah nyeritainnya -_-
eh iya!!!ayik was lucky.kan dia harusnya pas rehealsel dapet pick,tp kea diambil petugas kurang ajar.terus dia ngadu "nick,i used to have your pick,but the bodyguard took it" terus nick ngasih gitu ke ayik,oh shit baik abis <3<3<3
terus gue ke nick,i gave him the candy "hey niiiiicccckkk,this is foor yoouu" terus dia kea meratiin gitu permennya,terus dia nanya "hey what's ypur favourite song in...blahblah *gua nggak dengerr* terus i was like "hah?what?" "what's your favourite song in...blahblahblah" sumpah gua nggak tau dia ngemeng apa,gue bilang aja "all of them hahaha" "haaaa youre cheating answer" hahah terus kita berpelukan deh hahah maaf nick gue nggak ngerti ;')
abis itu tibalah saatnya.....MY TYSSSSSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOONNNN!!!!!
gue kasih permen juga ke dia,which is bentuknya love HAHA mwah mwah <3 terus gue pelukan deeeeh terus kita semua foto dan tyson merangkul saya dan menunjukan permen yang saya kasih ke kamera :') WHOAWHOAWHOA ASTAGAAA SENYUMNYA TYSOOOON seksi gilaaa,kalo mike tulus,nick senyumnya jail,chris kelaut aja sono
teruuusssss gue sama ayik nunjukin poster yang kita bikin "hey guys,if you see this,this is us"
terus kata mike dengan ssenym tulusnya dan kebaikan hatinya "AWWW THAT'S AWESOME! we'll be looking for it" dan nick juga ikutan ngeliat
terus kata fotografer mereka "hey,show it.." terus direkam WOOHOOOO dan ternyata kelompok gue paling lama gara2 gue woohooo YEAH OH YEEEAAAAAAAAAH
abis itu,gue ngantri mau masuk ke konser.kak naida sama kak fitri mati HAHA nggak deng ampun kak,mereka pulang,nggak nntn konsernya
terussssss,kita kea maksa penjaganya buat buka pintunya,sialan ngaret
dan gara2 mereka,gue nggak dapet paling depan OH SHIIIIIIIITTTTTTT NAJIS LO YA PENJAGA FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU!!!
terus,akhirnya mnuali tuh,nyanyi indonesia raya doang tp
and what made me surprised was......TIBA2 TYSON KELUAR,BAWA BENDERA,PAKE BAJU MERAH PUTIH,KAOSNYA TULISANNYA "we are not afraid" ANJIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIRRRRRRRRRRRRRR GUE TEREAK2 NGGAK KARUAN
abis itu dia tereak "MERDEKA" anjirrrr mau nangis
terus udah deh tuh,harus nunggu lagi dan akhirnya konsernya mulainya jam 9
lagu pertama "dirty little secret" AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.terus kan gue sama temen2 mau nunjukin posternya,tp ada orang sebelah kita kea ngerusak gitu.OOOH FUUUUCCCCKKKKK masih nggak enak sama mike ;'( mike im so soorrryyy seriously :''''''''(((
tapi terus kea moshing gitu,gue sama citra akhirnya misah sama yang lain,gue kebelakang :'( shit abis gara2 nggak dapet depan,still i hate you like hell BODY GUARD!!!!!
tapi terus kita maju2,kepinggir,dapet agak depan WHOOA FINALLY it was the best spot!!!
trs udah deh gua nyanyi gak karuan sama citra,terus pas lagu terakhir.....mereka ngasih speech

kata2nya :
"People of Jakarta, we have something in common. I gotta talk to you about it. We are not afraid. I stand in front of you tonight a person who has refused to fear. Fear is the fuel for the weak. And are we weak? We are the strong few who wield our instruments and songs as ammunition to fight the good fight against the oppressors, the bastards that use bombs and terrorism to kill the innocent.

Tonight is special because we celebrate merdeka! Tonight we celebrate your independence and the earth-shaking power that is freedom! Do you feel alive? Do you feel free? Our freedoms are the only wings we have to fly above the fear, so tonight we soar together and sing our freedom into the sky. We are not afraid!

People advised us after the bombings to reconsider coming to Jakarta. People told us that we should be afraid. But this suggestion only added the backbone to our band to do something bigger than life. We are not afraid!

We played for you tonight not just as a band. Not just as a band, but as the collective voice of Jakarta that screams into the night: FUCK THE TERRORISTS! I hope this gives you hell!"

*i copy this from tisha haha*

:'') i cried.gila itu keren paraaaaah :'') abis itu mereka nyanyi gives you hell.tyson kea manjat2 gitu OH SHIT ITU KEREN BANGET PARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAHHHH
kapan2 gue share ya videonya hihihi mwah
pokoknya it was the BEST INDEPENCE DAY THAT EVER HAPPENED IN MY LIFE!!!!!
thanks for the really damn awesome show Mike,Tyson,Nick&...err....chris
it was the best-est EVER ,now i miss you guys :')
me love you guys
and fyi,im listening to their song,and still,it aint the same with watching they live :( miss them already...so terribly

udah ya segini dulu hehe,byebye
xxooooo,Allegra Ritter

karena aku sayang sama kamu :')

2009-08-03T04:25:00.000-07:00

dari awal aku nggak pernah,sedalam ini sayangku ke kamu
awalnya,aku kagum sama kamu.kamu hebat.
lama2 rasa itu berubah
aku mulai memikirkan kamu,nggak ada yang lain
sampai akhirnya,itu semua berubah jadi perasaan yang dalam
aku cinta sama kamu,kadang itu menyakitkan
awalnya aku selalu menyalahkan cinta
tapi aku sadar,cinta nggak pernah salah
mungkin kalo kamu tanya?"emang apa yang bikin kamu segitu sayangnya sama aku?"
aku nggak bisa jawab
aku nggak tau alasannya,dan itu artinya sayang kan,sayang?
kalo kamu mau aku ngukur seberapa sayang aku sama kamu,dan seberapa perjuangan aku buat kamu,aku akan coba
mungkin kalo diukur dari kedalaman sayangku ke kamu,itu lebih dalam dari laut atau samudra apapun
mungkin kalo diukur dari tingginya kamu bikin aku terbang,itu lebih tinggi dari langit lapisan manapun
mungkin kalo cinta aku ke kamu itu sebuah buku,aku nggak tau seberapa tebal halaman yang harus aku habiskan untuk mengungkapkan perasaan aku ke kamu
dan kalo diukur dari seberapa sakitnya aku,nggak ada obat yang bisa nyembuhin selain kamu
itu aku semua aku lewatin,aku akan selalu menjaga perasaan ini ke kamu
kamu alasan aku untuk bernafas
nggak ada yang aku butuh selain kamu
kamu segalanya buat aku
aku akan selalu menjaga perasaan ini cuma buat kamu
aku sudah melewati menyakit kannya cinta
tapi aku mulai bisa merasaakan indahnya mencintai seseorang
sampai kapanpun,aku akan menunggu kamu
aku udah janji sama diri aku sendiri,sama jiwa aku sendiri
aku nggak akan sayang sama orang lain selain kamu
bantu aku untuk menepati itu ya sayang
semua ini aku lakuin
karena aku sayang sama kamu

:--)
loves,
allegraa

if there no you...

2009-07-30T02:34:00.000-07:00

aku sadar kamu emang udah nyakitin aku
kamu udah nyakitin hati aku,sangat dalam
tapi,aku baru sadar
aku nggak bisa bayangin,apa yang bisa aku lakuin tanpa adanya kamu?
kalo nggak ada kamu,syp yang bisa bikin aku ngerti artinya cinta?
kalo nggak ada kamu,syp yang bisa bikin aku terbang setinggi ini?
kalo nggak ada kamu,syp orang yang aku sayang sepenuh hati?
kalo nggak ada kamu,syp yang bisa bikin aku tersenyum dengan semua perlakuan kamu?
kalo nggak ada kamu,syp yang bisa ngajarin aku arti kehidupan?
dan yang paling penting
kalo nggak ada kamu,apa alasan aku untuk hidup,sayang?
sekarang kamu ngerti kan,nggak ada yang bisa aku lakuin TANPA KAMU
tapi dengan adanya kamu,nggak ada yang NGGAK BISA aku lakuin
aku tahu kamu nggak akan sadar,betapa berharganya kamu buat aku
semoga suatu saat kamu sadar,betapa pentingnya kamu,betapa berharganya kamu buat aku
makasih ya sayang
makasih kamu udah kasih semua itu buat aku
tenang,aku sayang sama kamu bukan karna apa yang kamu kasih ke aku kok
aku sayang sama kamu,karna itu KAMU,aku sayang kamu apa adanya
untuk saat ini..dan mungkin selamanya...cuma kamu alasan ku buat hidup
cuma kamu alasan aku untuk tetap nafas,tetap bertahan
sekali lagi,makasih ya sayangku
aku sayang kamu

peluk,cinta&cium,
your girl,Allegra

love.in my own way i see it.

2009-07-28T02:33:00.000-07:00

cinta.suatu hal yang hebat,yang penuh kekuatan.menyenangkan.kadang menyakitkat,menyebalkan,egois.segalanya.
kenapa hebat? tanpa cinta,apa yang bisa kita lakukan?semua orang butuh cinta,butuh kasih sayang,dia menyatukan semuanya.
kenapa penuh kekuatan?butuh pengorbanan buat mendapatkannya.ada orang yang rela melakukan apa aja,demi cinta,demi jiwa yang disayanginya,contohnya..nggak usah jauh2..aku sendiri.cinta mampu mengubah hidup orang,180 derajat.
kenapa menyenangkan?jika orang yang kita cintai,kita sayangi,mengatakan apapun,atau mungkin hanya tersenyum sekalipun,rasanya dunia berputar,rasanya kita ingin memberhentikan waktu.
kenapa menyakitkan?sakit bukan rasanya jika jiwa yang kita sayangi itu,ada di pelukan orang lain,tapi lebih sakit lagi nantinya jika kita memikirkan kalau ternyata dia nggak bahagia disamping kita.tapi itu cinta,harus relain jiwa yang kita sayang itu bahagia
kenapa egois?kita nggak rela ngelepas orang yang kita sayang,kita selalu berusaha pertahanin.tapi kalau kita emang tulus,seberat apapun pasti kita akan melepas jiwa yang kita sayangin itu,asalkan mereka bahagia

cinta itu sebuah perasaan,dan kita nggak bisa main2 dengan perasaan.
jangan pernah bilang "aku sayang sama dia" atau "aku cinta banget sama dia" kalau kamu belum mengerti "kata2" itu
jangan pernah main2 sama yang namanya rasa sayang,rasa cinta.jangan sampai jiwa yang MENURUT kita kita sayangi itu bahagia karna kepalsuan itu,karena cinta butuh kejujuran.
seseorang bahagia kita cintai,karna kita cintai dengan tulus,dengan hati.
bukan karena mereka punya apa,mereka kenapa,dan apa yang mereka kasih ke kita.
cintailah orang yang kita sayang apa adanya.

cinta itu anugrah dari tuhan.anugrah harus disyukuri.
tapi,saking egoisnya,kita tidak pernah mensyukuri itu.
pernah nggak mikir?kalau orang yang kita sayang itu belum jadi milik kita,
kita selalu marah2 dan selalu meminta agar orang yang kita sayang itu ada disamping kita.
tapi begitu kita udah dapet itu,kita selalu minta lebih.kita minta orang yang kita sayang itu "memberi" lebih untuk kita,kita selalu bertengkar,selalu ada masalah
kita nggak pernah puas.
kita nggak pernah sadar,siapa yang udah ngasih kita perasaan itu

dan kalau sedih karena seseorang,jangan sedih.senyumlah.
kita tidak pernah tau,syp yang jatuh cinta dengan senyuman kita
semua ada jalannya
berusahalah cintai orang yang menyakiti kita,tapi jangan pernah sekalipun kita menyakiti orang yang mencintai kita

ya,itu cinta,perasaan yang luar biasa

dan kalau pengen tau,aku belajar ini dari syp,aku bisa mengerti ini karna syp,karna aku merasakannya,bukannya aku sombong,tetapi orang ini,orang yang paling berharga dihidupku ini,orang yang paling aku sayangi ini,telah mengajarkan aku semua ini,telah membuat aku mengerti semua ini,orang ini lah alasan aku hidup untuk saat ini
terimakasih,aku akan jaga perasaanku ini selamanya,untuk kamu,sayang

xo,Alleegra

what can love....

2009-07-25T19:56:00.000-07:00

"What can the love in my soul be compared to another wonderful soul which is so far and yet so close of my self?
What can this symbiosis between two souls can be?
What can love be when you feel you cannot sleep at night, that every drop of dew becomes a crystal in your heart, when every breeze of wind has magical meanings?
What can love be when you feel that you want nothing more in this world that to be with the soul you love?
But what can love be in other transcendental realities? What about our souls?
Are our souls a waterfall, a true Niagara or a smile, a flirt of an angel? Are our souls a mere mood of a fairy or a lightening in a summer rain?
Our souls could be all of this and much more. But what really happens in that transcendental reality when we feel we are truly in love, that we love so much that it hurts? That the air in the room is unbreathable, that the sentimental, spiritual or physical distances kill us? What happens when dawn find us sadder than ever, looking for an excuse or an argument for the person we love so much, our Great Love? What are all thses? What are the looks lost in the desert horizons of unfulfilment or those in the eyes that deeply loose each other in the others inside the souls?"

- Sorin Cerin

xo,Alleeegra

im sorry,terribly sorry to you my dear

2009-07-19T19:02:00.000-07:00

maaf,maaf kalo aku nggak sempurna
maaf,maaf kalo aku nggak bisa jadi apa yang kamu pengen
mungkin selama ini aku bukan syp syp kamu
tapi,aku pengen kamu ngerti kalo aku sayang sama kamu
aku mau perasaan aku ke kamu nggak berubah
semua butuh pengorbanan
rasa sakit,perih,luar dalam
tapi semua itu aku jalanin,soalnya aku sayang kamu,dan cuma itu yang aku tahu
mungkin aku bukan "the girl next door" itu
mungkin aku bukan perempuan yang punya segalanya
mungkin aku nggak punya rumah mewah,tapi aku punya hati,dan aku kasih semuanya ke kamu
mungkin aku nggak punya kecantikan,tapi aku punya kecantikan dalam,aku punya perasaan,perasaan sayang ke kamu
mungkin aku nggak bisa ngasih apa apa ke kamu,selain ketulusan cinta,ketulusan kasih sayang yang dalam
aku pengen yang terbaik buat kamu,dan itu yang terbaik yang bisa aku kasih kekamu
mungkin aku udah gila ya,aku rela ngorbanin apa aja,sampe nyawa sekalipun,asal kamu bahagia,asal kamu ada disamping aku
sekali lagi,maaf
i love you all my life

loves,huges&kisses,
your girl,allegra

tingkat stres stadium..4?

2009-07-17T17:12:00.000-07:00

duh gue bangun kepagian nih huufhh
oke sumpah gue rasanya mau tereak sekenceng kencengnya sekarang ini aduh
belakangan banyak yang bikin gue stres deh
sepeerti ;
1.kebosenan yang sangat amat,dan kebosenan gue bakal ditambah dengan diundurnya gue masuk sekolah BAYANGIN AJA masa gue masuk tanggal 27 HELLOOOO???? mentang2 sekolah gue sekolah baru nih errr.ngomongin bosen,hari ini gue BAKAL bosen lagi kayaknya,i got nothing to do maaaaan!!! uhuk uhuk dan kayaknya gue bakal bosen sampe gue masuk sekolah....

2.si akang brengsek bangsat-_- semakin gue mikirin tu orang,semakin gila aja gue.ya emang sih gue TERGILA GILA hmm.kalo kata putri sih "ya berarti lo bener2 suka+sayang sama dia" aduuuh put yaiyalah dan kayaknya perasaan gue ke dia itu yang bener2 tuluuuuuuus banget :) *terharu*
tapi kalo dipikir2,enak juga ya terlarut2 dalam kesedihan,seruu HAHAHAHA zzz saking stresnya gue jadi gini

3.teroris,astagaaaa gila aje itu gue libur ditambah gue gabakalan boleh ke mall gara2 bom,yap!benar! bom di marriot sama ritz carlton itu lho yang menyebabkan mu nggak dateng HAHAA kalo kata raditya dika sih "kasian ya pemain2 mu,udah susah2 latihan 'ini budi,ini ibu budi' tapi nggak jadi dateng" ckckckck speakin of raditya dika,dia obat kesedihan yang mujarab lho,kalo gue sedih dikit,gue baca twitter dia..hasilnya?NGAKAK GUE hahaha :D oke jd ngelantur
back to teroris,itu tuh ya 2 hotel itu salah satu tempat kenangan terindah gue berlangsung loh,i met kp at those places,huahaha kacian ya gue-__- eh gue mikir itu terorisnya ngincer mu deh,atau sby?kemungkinannya ya dua itu ckck sedih bener sih indo,lagian itu pasti bomnya dampaknya nggak ke mu gajadi dateng doang,TAPI ARTIS2 LAIN YANG MAU DATENG JUGA BISA AJA BATAL errr nggak mikir panjang sih uh kesel

4.KIAMAT UDAH DEKET DEH BENERAN!!! kenapa?liat aja artisthe virgin,aduuuh itu lesbi banget nggak sih?menurut lo gmn?-_- tapi beneran deh banyaaaak banget skrg lesbi lah gay lah etc errrr for your jelas excemple JONAS BROTHERS uhuk uhuk gay banget kan mereka terus syp lagi ya?banyak deh hahaha zz
terus ada lagi tanda2 kiamat,kemaren,gue ngeliat kak naida shalat 2 kali HAHAHAHAHA hebat hebat wahaha ampun kak canda BERCANDAA KOK BENERAN DEH.terus ya tanda2 satu lagi masa waktu itu gue shalat sampe nangis WHAT A MIRACLE huahaha gpp deh,tobat gue beneran deh untuk saat ini yang bisa membantu gue dengan masalah2 ini ya shalat

5.gue kangen the click five ba-nget-ba-nget-an huaaaaa kyle apa kabar lu bang? gue kangen teng ganteeeeeng uuuuh.teru gue kangen sama tampang tablonya joey,gue kangen sama gila nya ben gue kangen sama...baiknya joe dan gue nggak kangen sama juteknya ethan errr hahaha ampun becanda kok ethaaan :-D saking cintanya dan saking stresnya dan saking kangennya gue kmrn sama ka rya menghayal kalo gue mati sama the click five di marriot atau ritz carlton gara2 bom,terus mereka nya nyelametin,atau matinya pelukan,ujung2nya gue sama ka rya sadar "nggak banget deh ngayal mati gara2 bom sama click five" ckckck

hmm udah cukup deh ya stres gue -_-
toodles everyone <3

x,Alleeegra

i feel stupid

2009-07-16T23:49:00.000-07:00

mau kamu apa sih? udh cukup banget kamu nyakitin aku
gini deh,salah ya aku sayang sama kamu?salah ya aku cinta sama kamu?
kalo salah,aku minta maaf
kalo gitu,aku mau nanya sama kamu,Boleh kan aku mencintai kamu?
kamu dateng disaat aku tuh bener2 nggak bisa dapetin kamu,nggak bisa meraih kamu
sakit tau nggak perih bangeet
dasar bangsat banget ya kamu bener2
aku merasa aku egois deh,aku nggak mau ngelepas kamu,aku nggak mau kamu ada dipelukan orang lain,tapi kamu nyadar nggak?ITU KARENA AKU SAYANG SAMA KAMUUUUUU
duh kayaknya kamunya juga nggak akan nyadar ya
huh begok banget aku,aku merasa aku orang yang tertolol deh,aku merasa aku orang yang paling egois
bayangin aja,aku bukan siapa siapa kamu tapi aku kayak gini
nggak pantes kan? iya emang aku nggak akan pernah pantes buat kamu
kamunya juga terlalu sempurna buat aku
tapi aku minta cukup deh kamu nyakitin aku,udah cukup kan ?
kamu berhasil banget nih ya yang namanya bikin aku jadi cengeng,jadi lemah,jadi penyakitan
belum cukuuup?
terserah deh kamu mau ngapain lagi,tapi ya..ini udah kesetiaan aku..kesetian hatiku sama kamu
apapun yang terjadi aku nggak mau ngelepasin kamu
sesakit apapun seperih apapun,aku masih terus bertahan,soalnya aku sayang sama kamu
kayaknya setahu aku,cinta itu indah deh ya,nggak menyakitkan kayak yang aku rasain sekarang
kamu tahu nggak?semakin brengsek kamu,semakin kamu nyakitin aku
makin susah buat aku ngelepasin kamu,makin susah buat aku buat nggak cinta sama kamu
udah ah,perih nya nusuk banget nih
aku sayang kamu

♥♥♥ ,
your girl you never noticed

this is what i do when i got nothing to do

2009-07-15T23:42:00.000-07:00

yap...im so bored now TOTTALY BOREDLY BORED aaaaarrghh.loh lle?knp?kok lo belom masuk sih?iya sekolah gue masuknya tanggal 21 ckck pada bilang sih "kok seruu?" "curaaang" iya enak sih enak,seru sih seru,curang sih curang,tapi yang ada bulukan gue dirumah.gile aje yang lain udah masuk dr tanggal 13,gue masih tanggal 21 ckck mentarii mentari gaul bener sih.

eh iya,i changed my layout,my blog name and descreption lhooo,gmn gmn?nggak norak kan?ya paling enggak nggak norak lah HA HA -_-
gue banyak merubah nih,layout twitter gue rubah,layout myspace gue rubah,apalagi?rambut gue juga gue rubah loh,gue keritingin hihi abis itu kacamata gue juga gantI HAHAHA apa dah,tp berubah untuk hal yang lebih baik ye gak? (lebih baik ketek lu lebih baik err)

terus lle?ngapain aja lo belum masuk?nggak ngapa2in,meratapi nasib,nggak sabar nih tanggal 21,hihi hari baru,sekolah baru hahaha mwah deh mentari school :-* -__-
apa yang bakal terjadi ya?*sigh* semoga gue jd lebih baik deh terus temennya asik,gurunya asik,semua asik biar asik hahehsudhqasjd
ngomong2 hannah montana movie bagus nggak sih? nggak tertarik tapi penasaran hm
nih ya next target movies gue:
1.Harry Potter
2.Public Enemies
3.New Moon (serius penasaran abis gue sama ini)
4.Ink Heart
5.Sang Pemimpi
duh kapan ni munculnya huaaa harry potter sih udah muncul ye and i gonna watch it this sunday with my fwenzzz to celebrate andra's bday hihihi

hm whatelse ya?gue kangen deh sama dia :( HAH?SYP LLE? yeee si itu lah siapa lagi uhuhhu tau ah keseeeel :'(

eh eh eh,gue heran sama orang ini

KOK BISA GANTENG BANGET SIH?-_-

duh billy lu ganteng bener deh,cinta lagi gua sama lu ha ha tp beneran he's tottaly hot!!!

hm apalagi ya?eh masa ya!!!gue kan beli dvd gossip girl gitu kan ya dr episode 22 ampe abis,terus gue mau nntn dan apakah yang terjadi?DVDNYA NGGAK BISA SEMUANYA ebuset pasti yang salah dvd player gue errrr mati aje shit gue kangen ed westwick niiih mau nntn uh
btwanyway,gue AKHIRNYA belajar nyetir loh huehauehauheua kursus gitu selama 6 hari,udh 2 hari nih gue,harusnya hari ini juga tp td di tempat kursusnya NGGAK ADA ORANG yaudah gua pulang errr
entah kenapa gue lagi suka deh ngomong "err" sama "arrghh" sama "uuh" HAHAHAHA nggak lucu lle wooo zzz

udah dulu ya,toodles everyone,enjoy your days :D

quotes of the day:
“Life is like a roller coaster, live it, be happy, enjoy life.” - my mother Avril Lavigne

xxoo,Alleegra

its my first love what im dreamin of

2009-07-11T21:54:00.000-07:00

i just realized something stupid..stupid.oh gooosh for after all the time ive been trough i just realized that you are....My First Love.those other people,who ever been in my heart,i guess all i feel is just..ya admiring,liking,not loving not caring not missing :)
now i understand why i feel those pain,those sadness,and well,i think it's something normal when people in love hahaha
i dont want anything,i dont need anything but you
you'll be'n my heart for..at least..forever
no matter how hard i try to forget about you,still i just cant err,im sucks without you
i guess im desprately need you in my life,im desprately want you in my life
nothing's gonna change my love for you my dear,i love you all my life :-* ♥

loves,hugs&kisses,
Your cinderella

words that fit with people i love,this is for you guys :)

2009-07-09T18:36:00.000-07:00

first,my best childhood bestfriend :) who else?the one and only.Indiraaaaa

Take me to your place,where our hearts belongs together
i will follow you,cause youre the reason that i breath
i'll come running to you
fill me,with your love forever
promise you one thing,that i'll never let you go
cause you are my everything
:--)

second,the best i ever had,CITSY a.k.a CITRA!!!

You're the best friend that I ever had
I've been with you such a long time
You're my sunshine And I want you to know
That my feelings are true I really love you
You're my best friend Ooo, you make me live
I've been wandering round But I still come back to you
In rain or shine You've stood by me girl
I'm happy, happy at home You're my best friend.
You're the first one When things turn out bad
You know I'll never be lonely You're my only one
And I love The things that you do You're my best friend

next,she gave me the best power i ever had that nobody ever given,my sister,ayeay a.k.a ay a.k.a Ayiiiiik :D

And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.

You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday

and then,the greatest sister in the world.she's my sister!!dont you ever try to take her away from me haha LOL,she's Kak Naidaaaa :D

Why is that sad look in your eyes Why are you crying? (Tell me now)2x
Tell me why you're feelin' this way
I hate to see you so down, oh baby! Is it your heart
Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces Makin' you cry
And makin' you feel blue Is there anythin' that I can do
Why don't you tell me where it hurts now, baby
And I'll do my best to make it better
Yes, I'll do my best to make those tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts Now, tell me
And I love you with a love so tender Oh and if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away Where are all those tears coming from
Why are they falling?

then,my seperjuangan :D:D essy&abbyyyyy

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes To get to that one thing
When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you've almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

hmm,these girls are irreplacable haha,my punk to the g hahaha PUNK-G,Sasa,Rana&Vrdaa

p.s:fotonya maksa ya ahaha anjir,kita enggak punya foto berempat,gila deh -_-

and i came here to make you dance tonight
i dont care about my guilty pleasure for you
SHUT UP! cause we WONT STOP
we're gettin down till the suns commin up
and maybe someday i'll believe
(maybe someday i'll believe)
that we are all apart of some bigger plan
tonight i just don't give a damn
(so shut your mouth it's time to dance)
if the world is ending, i'm throwing the party

last but not least,my bestfriend who gonna leave me..i know it's for her future :') the best joker you never had,Zahraaaaa :)

You never said goodbye Someone tell me why
Did you have to go And leave my world so cold
Everyday I sit and ask myself How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says That you are not alone
For I am here with you Though you're far away
I am here to stay But you are not alone
For I am here with you Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart But you are not alone
'Lone, 'loneWhy, 'lone
Just the other nightI thought I heard you cry
Asking me to comeAnd hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayersYour burdens I will bear
But first I need your handThen forever can begin

that's all :) i made this..because i love them so much,like i dont know my life without them,my life would tottaly sucks!!! :) thank you for you all everyone,you guys made my day :)

for zahra...good luck cuisine,im gonna miss you,gue pesti kehilangan lo banget zar,sukses ya disana,i love you :')

xxoo,Alleegra

my holiday

2009-07-09T18:14:00.000-07:00

miss me?hahaha sorry ya baru ngepost lagi :)
btw,itu titlenya kayak judul story telling deh HA HAA yaudah kita mulai aja ya
jadi ngapain aja ya gue liburan ini?hmm

beberapa hari setelah gue ke dufan itu,gue sleep over sama ayik vr abby aida dirumah abby kinda fuuuuun,having so much fun with my girls there hehe.main wii,gossip,and we do the "only girls" thingy wkwkwk

besoknya,gue berangkat lagi ke................BALI WEHEEEEE itu tuh maksut gue surprise nya.gue naik mobil LAGI.tp routenya beda,gue ke jogya dulu,nginep sehari.terus ke bromo,wooow itu dingin bangeeet -_- abis itu ke malang sampe akhirnya gue sampe di bali tanggal 5 ehhehe.
ngapain aja lle di bali?ah nggak seseru yang waktu desember itu huffhh.
gitu2 aja.makan di bali nikmat,water sport,ya ya and whtevr ahaha teus gue ketemuan gitu sama essyyyyy hehehe
oh iya,sudenly ada yang ngerusak liburan gue gitu zzzz
hmm...disana,bokap gue kayak jadi addicted sama dear god nya a7x,so sepanjang disana gue dengerin dear god ampe enek -_- gue cuma bisa ngakak denger bokap gue treak2 nyanyi ckckckckckck.btw,disana banyak banget bule yang cute and hot and handsome WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
terus gue ke dreamland,ke klapa,looking at sunset,and it's such a great view there :D
dan akhirnya gue pulang deh kemaren tanggal 9 hehehe,havin so much fun there hehe

btw,selama liburan ini,yang menemani hari hari gue adalah...JENG JENG...detektif conan wkwkwk gue addicted seriuuus
syp yang suka baca conan?
sadar nggak ini nih kata2 yang sering muncul
"mustahil"
"APAAA?!TIDAK MUNGKIN" (sorry tp dikomik emang gini kan tulisannya-_-)
"begitu ya,benar juga,begitu rupanya.."
"sial!"
"pelakunya masih membawa buktinya"
"hey nak.."
"conaaaan kan sudah aku bilang.."
"paman apa tidak aneh?"
"lagi lagi anak ini"
"ng?"

WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAAK itu kayaknya long life banget seriusan ahaha
udah ah itu dulu ya,byebye

x,allegra

holiday boredom

2009-06-27T18:37:00.000-07:00

eh kalo dipikir2 im filling my blog with shits deh ya,gue jijik sendiri deh,gue jadi sok puitis gituuu.ya maklum deh ya,orang lagi sakit ati ya gitu deh.tp tetep aja gua jijik -_-
yeeee lle yang nulis syp yang jijik syp

eh sumpah gue bosen banget deh nih liburan huh,walaupun im living on wednesday HEHEHEHE kmn lle?surprise dong entar gua kasih tau haha noraaaxxx lu lle.
terus apalagi ya?gue pengen deh memberi tampilan baru sama blog gue,pengen ganti layout,tapi serius males banget ngurusinnya.entar aja deh deh.
kalo dipikir2 ya,gue liburan ini,tidurnya malem banget terus deh,apalagi 2 hari ini,jam setengah 2 terus:/
udah gitu bangunnya pagi banget,kea jam 7 gitu.tidak sehat sekali deh.oke deh gue rubaaaaaah gue rubaaaaaah yaelah

eh btw,kemaren gue abis nntn transformers 2 dooooooong ueheuhuehe.to be honest,yang ke 2 lebih keren menurut guewooohoooo Shia Labeouf and Megan Fox are such a hotties.ulalalala love them.
next inceran gue tinggal Harry Potter sama....gue penasaran sama new moon
well,i dont want edward,i want robert WIHIIII

eh terus gue pengen ngelanjutin gossip girl nih,gue baru nyampe 21 deh kalo nggak salah TUH KAN AMPE LUPA aaaaaah i miss ed westwick.gua kangen banget ngeliat dia pas jd chuck bass dan mabok.ANGKAT TANGAN GUE gila itu hotnya gila,yang matanya sayu2 keren gitu,anjing ah.kalo kata ayik sih "bad boys are hots" THAT'S WHY I LOVE BAD BOYS .
eh ngomongin ed westwick , i want to say HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY YA MY HOTTIEEEEE,love ya like crazy,edward westwick ♥
ngomong2 gue juga jadi kangen deh sama leighton meester aaaaaah PENGEN NNTN GOSSIP GIRL,gimme my ed westwick

umm apalagi ya?duh gue lagi kangeeeeeen banget deh sama somebody,siapa lle?ya itu tuh orang yang selama ini gue dedikasiin di blog gue,serius kangen banget2an gue
gue nggak sanggup banget deh,serius
jujur aku tak sangguuuuup sungguh aku tak bisaaaaaaaaa (8) HAHAHA -_-

eh gue jadi suka lagi deh sama Queen,enak2 abis lagunya,terus ya hmm gue lagi sering denger daniel badingfield yang if youre not the one deh.gue paling suka bagian yang
"i hope you are the one i share my life with,i wish that you could be the one i die with,i pray in youre the one i build my home with" terus yang "cause i miss you body and soul so strong and it thakes my breath away and i breathe you into my heart and pray for the strenght to stand today cause i love you,wether its wrong or right,even though i cant be with you tonight,you know my heart is by your side"
touchy banget,dalem buat gue,terus itu juga tuh,bleeding love nya leona lewis
gatau knp,i love old songs daripada lagu sekarang2 hehehe terus gue juga sukanya lagu yang touchy2 gitu,gatau knp it makes me feel better :D

udahan dulu ya,toodles

qoutes of the day:"missing someone makes you love them even more" -nadira amran

xo,Alleeegra

i saw an angel and it was you

2009-06-25T05:27:00.000-07:00

untuk kamu malaikatku,

demi apapun,aku sayang sama kamu
yaampun aku terlalu sayang (eh aku punya kehidupan ya?aku sampe lupa)
itu membuatku sakit,sakit nggak karuan
lahir dan batin
aku nggak bisa tidur,well,sebenernya aku takut tidur
aku takut kalau aku tidur,aku akan memimpikan kamu
dan ketika aku bangun,hanya membuat aku semakin sakit
aku sayang kamu,aku cinta sama kamu,aku butuh kamu
aduh gini deh
kalo aku nggak pernah ketemu kamu,aku nggak akan suka sama kamu
kalo aku nggak pernah suka sama kamu,aku nggak akan sayang sama kamu
kalo aku nggak pernah sayang sama kamu,aku nggak akan kangen sama kamu
brengsek
semua salah kamu,kamu terlalu sempurna
aku nggak tau mau ngomong apalagi
mungkin aku punya dua pilihan,pilihan yang berat bagi aku
satu,ngelupain kamu,dengan konsekuensi,bakal lama banget,butuh waktu,tapi,aku sembuh berangsur2
kedua,tetep suka sama kamu,tetep sayang sama kamu,dengan konsekuensi,nggak akan ilang rasa sakit itu
aku harus pilih yang manaaa?
huh,aku cuma bisa minta petunjuk sama dia
dia yang maha kuasa yang menciptakan mahluk brengsek seperti kamu

cinta&kasih,
your princess

p.s:lagi2 posting gue buat dia aduh :( hey aku kangen

the beginiing of ma holidaaaay

2009-06-24T18:32:00.000-07:00

happy holiday everyone :D sorry baru ngepost lagi huehuehueh
so,2 days a go i just went to dufan with kak naida&kak audrey
yep,just the three of us,but we're havin so much fun there hahaha we laugh out loud at sturbucks,enjoying the wahana hahha,etc.fyi,when i went there,im feeling not very well,but yeah,im thiking i need refreshment,and gorgot about my problems
and umm....THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME I TRY KORA2..holly*peep* it's so fun maan hahahaha kampung abis gue,berkali2 gue ke dufa,baru pertama kali gue naik kora2 hahaha
hmm we play alap-alap over and over again,then perang bintang,etc
til the closing is.....KORA2 and all i wanna do is puke,hollysheey my stomachache is ruining my day AGAIN.
then we go home,euh i feel not really well,so i sleep on the way hahaha
finally i got home yeah
it was sooo damn fun at dufan,really really enjoying it :)

x,Alleegra

didedikasikan untuk angkatan gue,sahabat2 gue,Angkatan 5

2009-06-21T17:15:00.000-07:00

"halo,nama kamu siapa?"
ingin rasanya,aku mengulang semuanya dari awal,mungkin kata2 itu lah yang kuucapkan,ketika hari pertamaku masuk di smp annisaa dan mengenal orang2 yang tak kusangka akan menjadi keluarga bagiku,tempatku menangis,tertawa,berbagi semuanya
ya,58 orang.
cukup banyak.
hari2 ku kulewati bersama 57 orang yang luar biasa ini.
tahun pertama,kita masih mencoba untuk saling mengenal.ah aku tak akan lupa,wajah2 luguh kami waktu itu
Bagaimana kita yang sebenarnya belum mengerti apa2,mencoba untuk menjadi dewasa.

"ahahaha,eh nanti sabtu jalan lagi ya"
aku kehilangan masa2 itu
ditahun kedua,dimana kita sudah mulai bisa mengetahui satu sama lain
kita mulai membicarakan teman sendiri dibelakang
kadang memfitnah,saling membohongi
tp kami tidak peduli,syppun itu yang melakukannya
karna kita punya sesuatu,yang luar biasa hebat...KEPERCAYAAN
ya,kepercayaan satu sama lain
masa2 itu,aku mulai merasakan hal hal seperti "aduh aku nggak tahan,kapan aku lulus?kapan aku bakal keluar dari sini?peraturan2 itu melelahkan,terlalu berat buat kami"
ya hal2 seperti itu,yang tak terpikirkan oleh ku,bahwa akan menjadi hal yang menyedihkan
mungkin,bisa dikatakan,pada waktu itu,kita mulai terpecah belah,mulai terkelompok
aku berfikir "Apa kepercayaan itu sudah hilang?"
tapi,aku bertekad,apapun yang terjadi,aku harus menjaga kepercayaan itu

"eh makasih ya buat selama ini,dadaah :')"
ya,kita lulus 100%
aku bersyukur,sangat bersyukur akan hal itu
tahun terakhir itu,kita SANGAT merasakan perjuangan yang menjadi ujung,ujung dari semua ini,kita berjuang bersama,mengalahkan ujian2 yang kita anggap beban itu
pikiran2 "aku ingin cepat lulus,kapan aku luluuus?" pun makin kuat
kita mulai berkuasa,mulai merasa "hey aku senior disini,jadi aku bebas melakukan apa saja toh?", kita mulai merasakan gmn rasanya,merasa CUKUP disakiti junior,dan kita menyalahkan mereka
hey akhirnya kita melewatinya,ujian2 itu,lega rasanya
sampai pada puncaknya,perpisahan,pengumuman
"angkatan 5 dinyatakanlulus 100%"
sekarang,semua itu hanya tinggal potret di memoriku saja,yang akan aku simpan selamanya
sampai akhir hidupku
kenapaaa?kenapaaa semua harus berakhir?3 tahun itu?sekarang sudah berakhir?
kenapaa?
aku merasa semua ini tidak adil,aku tidak sanggup rasanya
apa yang akan kulakukan tanpa 57 orang yang luar biasa itu?
kenapa harus secepat ini?kenapa sampai detik2 terakhir pun aku tidak bisa mengenal mereka dengan baik?BODOHNYA AKU.kenapa sampai detik2 terakhir baru kita bisa merasakan kebersamaan itu?rasa itu?persatuan itu?
Bisakan aku mengulangnya?sekaliiii saja,ya tuhan.
sedih,sedih sekali,membayangkannya
aku cuma mau satu hal dari kalian,tolong,aku mohon,dari hatiku yang terdalam,toloooong,tolong jangan melupakan,semua kenangan kita bersama selama ini , tetap kita jaga kebersamaan ini,kekeluargaan ini,kita ahrus tetap saling bantu,bahu membahu,untuk satu sama lain
kalian yang terbaik,yang pernah terjadi di hidupku,selamanya
banyak hal yang aku pelajari dari kalian,aku bersyukur,sebagian besar hidupku,kulewati bersama kalian
ya,kalian sangat luar biasa
terimakasih,tak ada yang bisa kuucapkan lagi,selain
terimakasiiih yang sebanyak2nya,terimakasih,untuk 3 tahun yang berarti ini

xxxxxxxxoooOOOoooxxxxxxx,Alleegra

my prayer

2009-06-19T01:13:00.000-07:00

oh my god!seriously im so nerveous about tmrw
gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaa gua bisa gila nih,doain ya :) besok pengumuman kelulusan gitu deh
serem nggak sih?banget
besok penentuan masa depan gueee masyaallaaaah
semoga yang udah gue lakukan selama 3 tahun ini menghasilkan hasil yang memuaskan
gue berharap banget nem gue diatas 38
gue yakin gue bisa
tp yang bener2 gue takutin tuh ya yang nggak kebaca segala macem.HELLOOOOO BUKAN SALAH GUE DONG KALO GITU (emosi)
gue lebih setuju un diperiksanya manual.
ih lle kan jutaan anak gitu.YA SALAH SENDIRI huh
ya,i hope my best for tommorow deh :')
just believe in my self aja ya nggak sih?
doain ya everyoneeeeeeeee,semoga angkatan gue lulus semuaa,nilainya bagus semuaaaa
amiiin yarobal alamin :--)

xx,Alleeegra

and i dont care what they say,im in love with you

2009-06-18T05:11:00.000-07:00

i will let my heart say whatever it want to say

Dear my perfect boy,

Namamu.ya namamu.
nama yang indah,yang selalu menghiasi pikiranku,hari2ku,setiap harinya
rasanya otakku tidak akan pernah bosan
memikirkan masa masa ku bersamamu
mengulang masa masa dimana kita berdua melakukan hal yang menurutku,cukup membuatku senang nggak karuan
pikiranku penuh denganmu
kamu
kamu yang sempurna
kamu yang tak tergantikan
sekeras apapun aku coba lupakan
kamulah orangnya,yang aku harap nantinya,kita berdua bisa menjalani hidup bersama
membangun rumah bersama
kamu lah orangnya,yang aku harap,bisa menjadi ayah dari anak anaku
aku melihat masa depanku dimata kamu
kamu lah orangnya,yang paling aku sayang,aku cintai
aku pengen kamu hargai itu
hargai perasaanku
kamu orangnya,yang aku harap,aku bisa lupakan
tapi kamu terlalu indah
kamu terlalu tampan,terlalu sempurna
untuk bisa aku lupakan
sayangku,cukup ya
jangan sampai aku lebih sayang lagi sama kamu
sampai kapan aku musti mendam rasa seperti ini?
nggak sadar ya kalo itu sakit?
kurasa kamu nggak akan ngerti
sudah ya
menulis ini untukmu,membuatku makin sakit saja
aku sayang kamu,sayangku

peluk,cinta&cium,
Your Hopeless Girl

duh belakangan ini kayaknya posting gue tentang si-sempurna-yang-sangat-gue-sayangi itu ya,abis gmn dong?:( GUE TERLALU SAYAAAAAAAAAANG

long lost twins?

2009-06-16T06:22:00.001-07:00

my Martin Johnson & Baaaaaaam margera
well they both hot haha

Kyle Patrick&Aleeex turner ♥

Fraannkie :3 & my brotha Dave Desrosiers

Joey "tablo" zehr & Rob Bourdon!
ahaha tablo yegak sa?:p sumpah ini mirip abis dah,well Rob Hotter,admit it guys

these Hottie
Edward Cullen (OOOPS) i mean Robert Patz & Edward Westwick :)

what do you think?:D

yeah i think thats all i got for now
x,Allegraaaa

dedicated to a boy,who i really love.you'll never know how it hurts

2009-06-14T22:33:00.000-07:00

kamu nggak akan tau,gimana rasanya sakit yang sekarang aku rasain
kamu nggak tau gimana rasanya perih yang semakin parah,semakin nusuk setiap harinya
bisa nggak kamu nyadar sekaliiiiiiiii aja?
salah kalo aku terlalu sayang?
salah kalo aku terlalu cinta,terlalu mengharapkan kamu?
dari awal juga harapan itu udah nggak ada,aku tahu itu
aku tahu,kamu nggak akan pernah ngerasain,sedalem apapun aku jatuh ke dalam cintamu
hatimu seakan tertutup,tertutup rapat,sampai suatu saat,ada seseorang yang tulus
yang bisa membuka hatimu itu
aku tahu orang itu bukan aku
aku cuma pengen kamu tahu,rasa yang aku rasain ini,adalah sebuah perasaan yang dalam
dalaaaaam dari lubuk hatiku..
kamu tahu?kamu berhasil mengalihkan semua duniaku.berhasil banget.
aku capek,sakit,tapi apa kamu peduli?
apa kamu peduli tangisan ku?tangisan hatiku?
nggak.aku tau kamu nggak peduli,aku tahu.
yang aku bisa lakukan cuma nunggu,nunggu kamu bener2 bisa membuka hatimu,membuka mata hatimu
setiap kamu berbicara kepadaku,apapun itu,hatiku menjerit,hatiku tersenyum
setiap kamu tersenyum kearahku,aku tahu ada sebuah ketulusan yang tersimpan didalamnya
kamu membuat aku terbang
terbaaaaaaaang jauh,sampai aku nggak mau kembali
aku sangat ingin memilikimu,aku terlalu ingin memilikimu
tapi aku juga terlalu takut,terlalu takut untuk mendengar jawabanmu
aku pernah membayangkan,suatu saat,kita menjadi satu,bersama sama,menjalani hidup
kamu yang ada dipelukanku saat aku ingin pergi tidur
kamu yang ada saat aku membutuhkan,ketika air mataku jatuh
aku pernah membayangkan,kamulah yang ada,disaat saat terakhir hidupku
namun kemudian aku terbangun
sakit rasanya
memikirkan,itu semua hanya ada dibayanganku
sakit rasanya
memikirkan,kamu tidak akan pernah menyadari betapa dalam sayangku ke kamu
sekarang apa yang harus aku lakukan?melupakan kamu?
nggak.nggak segampang itu
mungkin perlahan,dan membutuhkan waktu yang terlalu lama,tapi aku tahu aku bisa melakukannya
jika perlu,aku mau mempertaruhkan apapun,demi bisa bersamamu
demi mendapatkanmu
pasti sakit rasanya,jika suatu saat,aku melihat kamu dalam pelukan orang lain
tapi apa yang bisa aku lakukan?membenci orang itu?
nggak,nggak akan bisa,memangnya siapa aku?
aku bukan siapa siapa,buat kamu,buat kehidupan kamu
kamu tahu nggak betapa senangnya aku,saat kita melakukan "duet" itu?
aku nggak akan pernah lupa,gimana senyummu waktu itu
tapi apa kamu ngerasain juga?
aku marah sama kamu.kamu terlalu sempurna dimata aku
aku benci sama kamu,kamu selalu membuat aku terlalu sayang,terlalu mengharapkan
ya,aku tahu,aku mungkin berlebihan,tapi asal kamu tahu,iniah yang aku rasaain
kadang sakit,kadang terlalu senang
aku belajar banyak dari kamu,dari cinta.
walau sakit,aku cuma pengen kamu bahagia,walaupun bukan disampingku,walaupun bukan dipelukanku
aku sayang kamu

loves,
your girl who hurts so much

ini dibuat untuk seseorang,yang bener2 gue sayang,yang bener2 berarti buat gue dan ini dibuat dengan sebuah ketulusan dan rasa sayang yang sangat teramat dalam.

i just learned something from my bestfriend & my sister :)

2009-06-14T17:23:00.000-07:00

"dont keep believing at hope that you know that will never become true.dont think about it.well,it's hurt and it's hard.but you'll know,the more hurts it is,the more you understand,the more we know that that is wrong.better believe in another hope,hope that will come true,not everything use to be what we wanted,keep your self busy,so that you can forget it,find your happiness,hello he's your sadness,i really understand how you feel."

"no you have to hold it,you'll hurt more and more,forget it,yeah even though i know it's not that easy,but try it,think about the things that make you hate him,man this world is big,you'll find the roght one,forget him ASAP,that's my girl:D"

Thank Yoouuu,really Thank you for my dear Citraaaaaaaaa & my very beloved sister Kak Naidaaa :--) They really makes me feel so much better

xo,Allegraaa

you are a hero,im your heroine, Martiiin ♥

2009-06-13T01:11:00.000-07:00

ini dia nih orang ini hah?kenapa dia lle?
berhasil menggantikan orang ini di hati gue

dia dengan sukses menggantikan posisi Kyle yang sesempurna itu di hati gue,dia yang tadinya nomer dua,skrg kyle jadi nomer dua,dia jadi pertama
well,martin nggak kalah sempurna si
gila men gue lagi into dia banget nih,he's so daaaaamn hot
btw,ini post keberapa gue ya yang ngebahas dia?nggak tau deh bodo amat
gila ya lle kok dia bisa kayak charming banget gitu sih? kayak idaman semua wanita gitu lhooo.
gatau deh nanya noh sama yang bikin HE HE HE
kok bisa tiba2 dia ngegantiin kyle gitu sih?
tuh gara2 benda itu tuh ckckck.jadi ceritanya nyokap gue baru pulang gitu kan dr tugas,terus gue nitip itu tuh read between the lines eeeeeh terus dibeliin NYEHEHEHE yaudah deh,kan emang gue sangat me-ngi-ngin-kan-nya sejak pertama kali release ya,kalo nggak salah,umm 4 november 2008 deh -_- anjrit afal gitu deh gua.
pas ngeliat trailernya gue langsung jatuh cinta kan sama itu benda ckck gila men trailernya aja martinnya udh naujubilah deh gantengnya.
tapi ternyata ya...emang nasib tinggal di indonesia,belom nyampe gitu deh itu dvd di indonesia STRES NGGAK SIH ck.
tp trs lama2 kayaknya akhirnya nyampe gitu kan ke indo,itu juga kalo mau musti mesen,dan mehi gitu kan harganya MALES BANGET.tdnya sih mau gue bela2in demi my marteeeen,tp nggak jd.lah knp?ngomong lu sana sama nyokap gue hhhh.
terus kayaknya emang yang harus gue lakukan ya bersabar gitu kan ya,tuh kan?!finally dapeeeeet!! hehehehe.
yaudah td pagi gue nonton dan.............................................................
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA oh my goooood keren banget apalagi pas Learning To Fall,god damn i love it whoooaaaaaaa
terus ya ada Benji madden tiba2 hihi kaget akyu udh gitu martin saama john nggak bisa bedain itu tuh benji atau joel,konyol.
aduh aduuuh.eh btw paul digiovanni itu juga damn cute banget yaaaa tuh si bryan donahue juga tuh kok cool gitu yaaaaaaaaaa duh paaaul,gue POLLIEing in love deeeeeh lu ganteng bener si hahaha tp tetep lah yaaaa martin the beeeessssst dong the most perfect
oh iya,udah gitu Boys Like Girls tuh kok kayaknya yang BAIK BANGET gitu ya sama fans,duuuuh.apalagi si martin tuh,mau sejelek apa pun fansnya,kalo mau nyium dia,dibolehin,goddamn baik bangeeeeet aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i love him banget deh
eh kayaknya gue ngepost such a shits ya?gpp deh ya
OH IYA,martin used to be dating HANNAH BETH

aaaaaaaaaaaaaa lucu banget ya mereka,duh balikan dong huhuhu gemes gue
p.s:gue nulis gini emang martin sama kyle peduli ya?-_- biarkan laaaah

anyway,angkatan 5 rabu sama kamis kemaren abis perpisahan gitu deh di jambuluwuk yaampun pasti bakal kangeeeeeeeeeeen banget deh.gue mau nyeritain tp to much memories,gue bingung mau mulai dr mana,entar deh ya kapan2.
intinya aja deh.intinya,perpisahan itu tuh seruuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu banget really tottaly unforgetable deh super duper
pulang2 gue yang kecapekan gitu hahaha gapapa yang penting serunya banget,paraaaah
terlalu banyak yang hal yang gue belajar dari angkatan 5 ini :--)
stories and picts menyusul ya hehehe
oke deh itu dulu ya,pokoknya,i'll miss you all guys

quotes of the day:
"I know she's the bitchy one. But she's a good girl. The funny thing is she's not like a normal character on one of these types of shows. Usually the bad girl is the bitch. It's interesting and she's actually a real girl. Of course she does and says the most outrageous things that you would never even think to do in real life." -Leighton Meester as Blair

kisses&big hugs,
Martin's Heroine

Brother Joooooohn :D

2009-06-06T18:29:00.000-07:00

goddamnit!!! i really want to watch this one

yeah,PUBLIC ENEMIES

because of this one

my very beloved brother,the one and only,Johnny Depp!

he's like the hottest person in the universe,i dont know what to say,i love my brother so deeply baaaaaaad!he's the best that god ever created,
and his wife?

oh...my....god
what a lucky woman that my sister in law is :)

and..umm..johnny is really super duper extra extra great on acting,the best actor alive,i think.
just take a look at his series film,21 jump street,goddamn he's young and really hot there,i dont know what to say,he's to perfect
aaaaaaaaaaaaaah i really cant wait for public enemies

updates

2009-06-05T17:38:00.000-07:00

HEY FOR YOU JONAS" GAY" BROTHERS LOVERS,CHECK THIS OUT
THIS IS TOTTALLY CRRRAAAPPPP
*geez*

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rP-KFnYg6Hw&eurl=http%3A%2F%2Fwww%2Eeonline%2Ecom%2F&feature=player_embedded

WHAT THE HECK?LINES,VINES AND TRYING TIMES?
LAGI2 MEREKA NGOPY,KALI INI THE CLICK FIVE,GILA NAMA ALBUMNYA MIRIP,BEDA SIH,TP TETEP GUA NGGAK TERIMA BANGET,SUCKS
KALO CLICK FIVE MODERN MIND AND PASTTIME,BEDA SIH,TP MIRIP KAN,WADEFAK AAAAAAAAH MAKIN BENCI ANJING
ITU TUH YA,JOE CEWEK YA?IYA KALI YA,HUH

ah udah ah,capek gue,dr kemaren adaaaa aja yang bikin emosi huh
umm OH IYA gue bikin syair lagu gitu deh hehehe kul loh,mau liat?

hey hey you you kenapa jadi jablay blay blay
semua yang lu bilang cuma lie lie lie
mendingan lu die die die
lu cuma pengen di belay lay lay
sampe2 jadi alay lay lay
lu main sama gay gay gay
lu bilang lu mau nntn segala macem tp cuma lie lie lie
you sing like ayayayayaay
mendingan lu fly fly fly
biar die die die
aduh blay gue udh nggak tau mau ngmng apa nih blay

yeeaaaaah hahahaha

xOxx,jonas haters

Pussycat Dolls is tawtally rawkz!

2009-06-03T19:16:00.000-07:00

udah lama ya nggak ngepost nyehehe
yaudah lah,kita mulai aja,today im gonna tell you my not-really-sweet-memories with the sexiest girls on earth! a.k.a Pussy Cat Dolls

gilaaaaaaaaaaa gilaaaaaaaaaaaa pas tau mereka mau kesini,gue tereak2 nggak karuan.dan kayaknya gue tau mereka mau kesini agak telat gitu.yaudah sih ya.
apalagi pas abby ngasih tau kalo dikasih tau jadwal2nya mereka dateng dll di koran.WUIH makin semangatssss
oke harus gue akuin gue emg suka mereka dari Don't Cha dan itu gua cuma tau Nicole (ya oke) which is udh lama banget ya gue sukanya berarti tapi......sampe seminggu sebelum,baru gue afal nama2 mereka (gobloks) yaudah si huuhh
semakin dekat hari H,gue sama citra & kak naida,mulai panik nyari tiket,bcoz guess what??yang festival sold out! HOOOOLLYYYY SHEEEY! gue ogah lah ya ditribun,selain mahal,nggak bisa berjoget dongs nyehehe

akhirnya,kayaknya tuhan menyelamatkan kita,temen nyokap gue ada yang masih jual,thanks god!
nah disinilah petualangan dimulai

Chasing Day 1
waktu itu pas itu,gue kerumah icha duluuu,soalnya mau latian besoknya lomba masak.gue dandan dulu bentar dirumah icha,gila lo gamau lah gue terlalu kebanting,kan kalo gue dandan,ya 11:12 lah sama nicole BLAH.abis itu,gue cabut kan dijemput bokap gue,gue kerumah kak naida,abis itu with kak nai's car kita jemput kak piti terus ke airport deh.
terus pas udh nyampe , kak naida kayak janjian sama om syp gitu lupa trs kata kak piti "hahaha naida janjian ama om om" HUAHAHA.trs kan kak naida bilang kalo gue mau ketemu temen gue , trs gue bilang ke kak piti "iya,temenku namanya nicole,ashlee,kimberly.hahahaha."
we arrived at airport around 19.30
terus karna kita semua belom makan dan kelaperan,kita makan dulu di kfc
pas udh selesai makan,kak naida left her phone di meja,yaudah gua ambil gue umpetin haha terus kyk panik nyariin gitu kak naidanya hehe lagian si ditinggalin :p tp trs diancemnya kp,kak piti langsung ngaku kalo diumpetin hahahaha
kita masuk lagi,kita nyari tau mereka tuh drmn,untung gue punya nomeer pesawatnya.
dan mereka ternyata...dari perth.yaudah we wait and we wait.kita nyoba nelfonin om yang td itu tp nggak bisa,huhh.
trs kan kita nunggu sambil duduk,gue lagi dengerin iPod,tiba2 "woi,udh dateng" WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH gue udh yang DEGH DEGH "kak pitiii aku takut" -_-
eh abis itu..MEREKANYA KELUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR GILA GILA,the worst part is i cant take pictures with them because of those fucking reporters and also bodyguard!
ada kimberly muncul,ashlee,terus melody,abis itu tibalah sasaran utama gue..NICOLEEEEE!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaa she's so damn pretty man,sexy,everything! (but still rihanna's the best ha ha)
loh lle?kok cuma 4?iyaaa jessica sakit huhuhuh
terus saking kesel nggak bisa foto,gue bilang aja ke nicole "hey nicole" dengan senyum.terus dia bales dengan lembuuut banget "hey (smiled)" OH GOODD
kalo boleh jujur,cuma itu yang bisa gue banggain dari ketemu pussycat dolls,serius...you must know that that is really totally nyesek :(
abis itu gue nyari hotelnya kan,but we got nothing,dan..somebody's angry gitu kan males abis -_- drpd drpd kita pulang aja deh

Chasing Day 2
pokoknya itu hari gue bete abis,gue buang banyak banget duit,dan NGGAK KETEMU,bener2 pengorbanan gue,kesabaran gue diuji banget hari itu,bener2 yang capek banget,mood gue bener2 ilang,pokoknya hari yang penuh dengan bener2 -_-
ya pokoknya gitu deh males cerita,males ngingetnya

The Concert
Gue sekolah dulu kan,dan ternyata citra malah nggak sekolah dasar ye temen gua zz...
pas pulang,gue langsung preapre everything,gue kan mau dapet depan gituhh secara difest.
jam 3 kita berangkat,gue yang masih kucel gitu serius,tp gapapa lah ,kita nyampe sana,trs kita ngantri gitu kan,dan dapet lah depan nyehehe asik gue seneeeeeeng banget
terus ada something yang..gitu deh ya males cerita
terus we keep queeing,finnaly kita masuk,terus we met new folks hehe they are Tamar dan Azza dan mereka orang bintaro hahaha dunia sempit abis ya..
terus kita ngobrol ngobrol gitu
sampe tiba akhirnya..the lights are turned off
terus tiba2 merekanya mucul..i screamed out (very) loud.HUOOOH
terus mereka mulai aksinya dan itu THE BEST I EVER SEEN ya gila,oke gue agak kampung,tp beneran deh,keren bangeeettttt,mereka nyanyi sekitar 10 lagu lebih gitu,cuma sejam :''( KURAAAAAAANG huhuhuhuh
my favourite is when they sing stikwitu Sama jai-ho
eh hp citra sempet kebanting gara2 gue,maaf ya cit :(
pas jai-ho gini "is it okay if we finish?" atau apa gitu klo nggaks alah gitu pokoknya intinya bahasaa indonesianya gini "lo pada rela kalo kita udahan?" gitu,trs kan pada tereak "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO" trs kata nicole "IT'S LIKE YOU GUYS ARE SCREAMING..JAI-HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO" gua treak2 nggak karuan,dan itu the best banget gila.
trs pas stikwitu kimberly sama melody nangis :') gue juga mau nangis,citra udh nangis -_-
eh iya kata nicole "aku cinta..indonesia" abis itu "you are so..Bagus" HAHAHA abis itu "no no..you are SUPER BAGUS" :')
teerus tibalah lagu terakhir..when i grow up.ohemji,it was so damn awesome man gilaaa
abis
sebenernya gue ada banyak video rekamannya,tp maluah banyak suara gue lagi nyanyi gitu -__- kapan2 deh
terusss gue sama citra meet kak nai dan kak antiii.kak anti skrg sombong gitu kan males huuu
terus kak anti pulang,gue sama kak nai pulang ikut citraaaa hehe trs kak nai sama citra kyk berantem gitu kan selera cowoknya sama HAHAHAHA nggak ikutan deh ya eykeee :p ada berapa cit? 27 ya yang sama? nyahaha
gue mah tinggal nyebutin aja kayak

gue:All Time Low?
kak naida:ZAC
citra : ZAC

citra:FOB?
Kak naida:JOE
citra:JOE

gitu2 deh hahaha gue mah kagak ikutan,selera gue mah bagusan hehehehe ampun ampun becanda kok kak,cit.
terus kak nai sampai dirumahnya,trs gue sama citra kyk ngmngin orang2 cantik ama ganteng kan,trs kita kayak dites gitu sama ayahnya citra "hahaha kalo orang ganteng afal semua ya??hahah coba kalo pancasila afal nggaaak?haaahah" ckckckc
terus gue sampe rumah deh hehehehe

kemaren,tdnya gue mau ngejar lg,tapi like no plan gitu,jdnya ya gajadi
kenapa?mereka pulang jam 4 sore dan gue jam 3 masih nyantai,nggak keburu
yaudah deh
take care ya,my Auntie Nicole :)
and also Kimberly,Ashlee,Melody :')

btw,eh iya hari ini gue nggak masuk gitu deh gara2 sakit perut sialan huhhh,kayaknya magh gituuu
eh iya,follow my twitter dooong hehehe --> http://www.twitter.com/allegracarisha

xOx,Allegraaaa

list of things i wanna do....before...i die

2009-05-27T03:33:00.000-07:00

hey i dont know how long i will live,so i want to make a list of things i want to do before i die (terharu)

getting married :) i wonder who is the one,who loves me for the way i am,who i spend the rest of my life with,the one that i build my home with,the one that can share the happy endings with me ♥
Having children,i want to see me carring my baby,feeding my baby,and i want to see my parents,having their grandchildren
i want to go to london.oooh god that's my my obsessions since i was little.please,god?
i want to meet these perfections

Rihanna&Kyle Patrick

i knowww i've met kyle,but please god,just...one more time.and for rihanna,please,even just once in a life time

i really wish i could meet my-too-much-obsessions-and -inspiration,like my chemical romance,muse,cobra starship,all american reject,lady gaga,leighton meester,all time low,linkin park,the academy is,robert pattinson,THE CLICK FIVE AGAAAAIN PLEASE,simple plan (again :3),David archuleta,Fall Out Boy,nicole scherzingerr (or whatever it spells haha),katy perry,panic at the disco (again),avenged sevenfold (once again),etc,too much too mantion haha
study abroad to Londoooon!or paris or usa :D
seeing myself as a designer,or musician or even and also movie director OH!or maybe a model haha ah but wait,i think photographer is also fuuun!
i want to study balleet and salsaaaa dance :)
hey i want to see THAT BITCH dying in front of me,i want to see that bitch bleeding inside and outside,and im so glad if it's because of my own hand,revenge is sweeter..than she ever were MUAHAHAHA (evil laugh)
i want to STILL be ayik&kak nai's sister,until the end of the wooorld haha =)
i want to see my bestfriends as a succesful people,be what they wanted,be what they deserve
last but not least,i want to my parents to be proud that they have makes me born,that i was a good daughter for them

i think that's all,wish all my dreams becomes true :) amin

xxoo,Allegraaa

speechless gua anjrit

2009-05-26T01:17:00.001-07:00

AAAAAH dadddyy please ;(itu maksutnya apa ya tolong damn it huhhh
duh sumpe deh paris hilton CHEAP banget sih .btw PLEASE TELL ME ini foto udah lama kan?UDAH LAMA KAAAAN?-_-udah ah capek emosi

Lucuan juga mereka ya kaaaaan eheeh ehe.yaiyalah.my mommy sama daddy emang lucu banget ya ya ya sumpah gua gemes banget loh nggak boong deh.please dong jangan cere please please udah lucu banget :)
love ya,mom,dad ♥btw,avril kok rada2 amy adams gitu ya dikit
xo,Allegra whibley

say what,bitch?

2009-05-23T18:54:00.000-07:00

oh god,what more i can say?you're so...so...disgusting
makes me always wanna puke,im tired,im sick,of you
i want you to FEEL my pain,feel my FRIENDS (that you will never get) 's pain
i know you kinda jealous with the laugh that we have
cause all you think is your popularity , and boys,that's it
what more could you ask for?
im tired with all your-big-fake-smile
when you tell me about your..ya..popularity..whatever
oh.i think (and i guess everybody is) you're NOT ONE OF US
and umm
your boy(S) they're such a jerk!!and all you do is just laugh because you LIKE IT
hell-o,where's your dignity?
what should i call you?a bitch?
oh i cant,because even bitch USED to have dignity
all i wanna do,is seeing you dying because of me and my friend
i'll seperated your body like a puzzle
till you cry
till you bleeding
inside&outside
till you begging me to forgive yu
WHAT?you say sorry?no sorry,player!

evil,allegraaaa

Rihanna?Randy Jackson?

2009-05-22T01:01:00.000-07:00

apaaa?gue mirip randy Jackson?

segitunya kah ? ahaha -_-
tadi kata vr tb2 "Ih alleeee,mirip....randy jackson deh sumpah" trs kata abby "hahahaha iyaa" oh my goat emang iya ya?

tapi tapi tetep katanya...gue....mirip....rihanna HEHEHEHEHEHUHEUHEHEH (?)

kalo yang ini udah banyak sih yang mengakui HUEHUEHEH (sebagian sih mengakui dengan terpaksa)
ade kakak ya mirip lah ya HA HA HA ngarep lle?iya banget.yaudah sih santai aja kali
emang ada gossip yang rihanna nyuruh orang mirip dia itu ya?kalo boleh jujur sih orang itu gue HAAAAAAAAAA NGELAWAK LU LLE.iya.
aduuh bingung kenapa rihanna bisa perfect sih? oh god oh god oh gooooood
gue sih berharap banget bisa kayak dia :--)
pengen dong kurusssss biar kayak dia huhhuhuhu sialan nih aaaaahhh,any diet recipe any body?
huhhu desprate banget yak ckckck

btw btw btw,gue abis nonton mulan looh.terus knp lle?
ya gapapaaaa bagus ajaaaa gila pengorbanan diaaaa.apalagi pas dia motong rambutnya
astagaaa
dan dia berusaha banget,she do it all because of her daddy and it's so touchy
sumpe keren banget ya...

apalagi ya?oh iya!!!KRIS ALLEN KU MENANG DOOONG mihihihi aku seneng deh pas dia menang gue treak2 gitu dehhhh
tp sebenernya adam juga bagus banget loh suaranya yaampuuun deh
dan gue suka banget pas kris ngmng gini "oohh,adam deserve this..i just..." aaaaaawwww mereka kayaknya udh nggak nganggep itu kompetisi gitu ya,mereka nganggep mereka itu ya pemenangnya :') salut gue!!!
sumpah awalnya gue mikir kalo adam yang menang,tp gue tetep optimis dong ya jagoan menang,dan akhirnya ryan ngumumin kan tuh "and american idol 2009 is....KRIS ALLEEN"
hoouuuhhhh gua treak2 kesenengan,gila looooo
kris tottaly deserve it!!!

apalagi ya?aduh bingung gue

udah dulu ya,dadaaaaahhhh

x,Alleegraa

quotes of the day:"I am the powerful, pleasurable, INDESTRUCTABLE Mushu!!"
- Mushu,from disney mulan

stardoll,kris allen,what-ever

2009-05-19T02:34:00.000-07:00

apa sih stardoll lle? jadi,stardoll itu kayak web buat kita dandanin artis gituuu.ada baju2nya bisa make up dll.
udh lama banget gue gak main game ini,gila seruuuuuu banget loh ini yaampun
try it,try it

hari ini gue main gitu,gue pribt screen hasilnya,ya bileh juga ternyata designan gue HAHAHA-_-
jelek enggak bagus enggak HAHAHAH nyeh
terus skrg gue seneng deh,boneka artisnya banyak yang baru,dulu nggak lengkap gitu kan

Lady Gaga hehehehehe

my siste,rihanna,

rihannanya aneh ya nggak kyk rihanna huffh

Katy perry ckckck,lucu deh baju2nya katy :---)

Terus itu tuh my archeeey,robert sama si cute dylaaaan hehe
eh dylannya kurang gendut deh itu kyk cole gitu jadinya trs robert kok kalo di liat2 gay gitu ya yaelahhhh ckckck
terus ya,dari semuanya,gue paling suka ini

Hillary duff!!!!!

beh langsung ga sante gua.gile men baju2 diaaaaaa keren gilaaaa,dari dulu suka banget gue mainin hillary duff kalo di stardoll ckckck aaaaaaaaa maaauuumaauuu -_-

you should give it a try maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan Hehehe

eh abis itu abis itu ummm syp yang suka nonton american idol?syp yang dukung kris allen???SAMA DOOOOONG SAMA GUEEEEEEEEEE HEHEUEHUEH
gila ya itu oraaaang astagaaaa

HOOUUUUUUUUUH WOOO-OOOOOOOOOOOOO (lebay) gila men hot banget anjrit,udh ganteng,suaranya keren pula,dari pada adam,gay HUEHEUEHEH no offense ya :p:p tp harus gue akui suara adam keren banget anjreeeeeeeeet
eh eh btw gue nemu gambar lucu banget deh

nyehehe lucu ya mererekaaa mirip ya :--D
VOTE FOR KRIS ALLEN EVERYBODYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!♥

eh btw kemaren gue abis nonton lion king,cinderella lagi loh sama peterpan juga , tp peterpan nggak sampe abis gitu kan ya males
gila ya serruuuwww dan gue suka banget dari dulu sama simba dan lion king itu film favorit gue dari dulu...sampe sekarang sih hehehe

aaaaaaaaaaa kangen banget gue sama film2 disney jaman dulu
emang dasar gue sama ayik anak disney banget ya jd tiap hari disekolah ngomonginnya lagu2 disney,film2 disney sampe sing-along-song pun diomongin gitu ampe ngakak2 hehe,abis emg bagus2 banget gitu deh
dan my favourite tetep dong sleeping beauty itu paling baguuus gitu deh hehehe

eh udah dulu ya,capek gue,btw,panas banget deh nih huffh
toodles

quotes of the day:"Oh yes, the past can hurt. But the way I see it, you can either run from it, or... learn from it. " -Rafiki,disney lion king

x,Allegraaaa

wait a minute its to deep

2009-05-18T05:22:00.000-07:00

boseeeeeen nih,jadi gue memutus kan ngeblog.tiba2 terlintas diotak gue *ting* lagu2 dalem (?),bukan dalem juga sih,tp lagu2 kesukaan gue,yang emang rata2 ya..dalem
eennnjjjjoooyyyy

How can i not love you by Joy Enriquez
Cannot touch, cannot hold, cannot be together
Cannot love, cannot kiss, cannot love each other
Must be strong and we must let go
Cannot say what our hearts must know

Chorus:
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone

Cannot dream, cannot share sweet and tender moments
Cannot feel how we feel, must pretend its over
Must be brave and we must go on, must not say
What weve known all along

Chorus:
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone

How can I not love you

Bridge:
Must be brave and we must be strong
Cannot say what weve known all along

Chorus:
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone

How can I not love you
When you are gone

my goooooooooooood ini dalem banget yaampun,
everytime i listen to this song,my tears strat falling,seriously

listen to this song,i bet you can feel the same way

Your Guardian Angel by Redjumpsuit Apparatus

When I see your smile,
Tears run down my face.
I can't replace.
And now that I'm strong, I have figured out,
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul.
And I know I'll find deep inside me,
I can be the one.

I will never let you fall. (let you fall.)
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all. (through it all.)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

It's okay,
It's okay,
It's okay-ay-ay-ay-ay.

Seasons are changing,
And waves are crashing,
And stars are falling all for us.
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter,
I can show you I'll be the one.

I will never let you fall. (let you fall.)
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all. (through it all.)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

'Cause you're my, you're my, my-e-y-e-y,
My true love, my whole heart.
Please don't throw that away.
'Cause I'm here... for you!
Please don't walk away and,
Please tell me you'll stay!

Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh!
Stay!
Whoa-oh!

Use me as you will!
Pull my strings just for a thrill!
And I know I'll be okay,
Though my skies are turning grey! (grey! grey! )

I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up with you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven!

I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up with you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven!

oke gua ga tau mau ngomong apaaaaa,this song is perrrrrfect , it's explain...everything

Thunder by boys like girls

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today I'm on my own
I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone
I don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside
Just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder, and I said
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder

what more i can say?this is tooooo deep...

So Close by Jon Mclaughlin

You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa this is the best.gue sama ayik begadang treak2 gara2 ini lagu,this is just to deep,oh gooooooooooooooooooooooooood :(

yeah i think that;s all,listen to those song,it's all just so deep
oh gooosh

xxoo,Allegraaa

i beg you

2009-05-17T07:44:00.000-07:00

it's you

everytime i look in to your eyes,i see the brightest light

everytime i see you smile,my heart screams

i cant hardly forget about you

in my heart,in my mind,in my dream

please,makes me forget about you

it's hurt me so much

please

everytime i tried to moved on

i cant lie my feelings

it's always has to be you

i cant see me wanting,loving,caring,nobody...but you

please,help me to...at least...hate you

please...

i love you,it's real

x,Allegraa

i wish i could be like them!

2009-05-15T17:59:00.000-07:00

gue udh sering ngepost tentang cowok2 obsesi2 yang banyak dan berlebihan itu,sekarang giliran,syp aja sih cewek2 yang berhasil menginspirasi gue...
let's start

1.my role model,the one and onleeeeh,Rihannaaaa Fenty :)

nggak tau mau ngomong apa,she's perfect!

well,some people say i looks like her :D:D

2.she's rawks! HAYLEEEY WILLIAMS

duh ini oraaaaang keren banget yakk aduh aduh aduh

3.she's so pinky nyahaha -_- AUDREY KITCHING!

kayak barbie deh dia

4.awww awwww,Katy Perry :D:D

5.i am sasha fierce ahaha

6.chery chery boom boom,GaGa

7.blaaaiir waldroofffff,Leighton Meester

yeah,that's all :D:D

sometimes,i dream i can be like them

i know someday i can be like them :)

x,Allegraaaa

i think this is the sweetest thing i ever wrote... (dan ini sok romeo juliet banget sih)

2009-05-11T03:13:00.000-07:00

hey,dont you know that i miss you?no you dont,and when you know it i know you dont even care
why do you have to be that perfect? you're just like prince charming that came out from fairy tale or something
you're a part of me,you're my every everything,everything i need,and more
you make me dream even when im awake
the deeper i get into your love,the more colorful my world is
when i first saw you,you take my breath away,my heart beat the fastest it can
but then you left,my heart wont stop bleeding,and i cant breath,you're my oxygen
i feel so warm when you hug me and i accept it
but now,my world feels like the snow that came down from the sky on winter
sometimes,you broke my heart,there's no hope left
but i still standing still,waiting
and i know,if i keep try and pray
you can be mine...someday....someday
i love you,until the end of time
i swear that never gonna change,my dear

i'll trade anything,just to be by yourside
i love you,Romeo

yours,
"Juliet"

p.s:ditulis dengan rasa sayang dan kangen yang saaaaangat amat dan dengan perasaan yang dalam
post ini agak lebay ya oke,tapi ini bener2 real

hey hey here's another one :p

2009-05-09T20:37:00.000-07:00

Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Pass it on to 15 people you like, or more. Try not to repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think.

Pick Your Artist: Panic!at the disco hehe

***

Are you male or female: she had the world

Describe yourself: she's a handsome woman

How do you feel about yourself:I write sins not tragedies

Describe where you currently live:up againts the wall

If you could go anywhere, where would you go: Behind the see

Your favorite form of transportation: Camisado (???)

Your best friend is:i have friends in holy spaces

Your favorite color is:the green gentlemen

What's the weather like:Folkin' around

Favorite time of day:Nine in the afternoon

If your life was a TV show, what would it be called: Mad as rabbits

What is life to you: Build god,then we'll talk

What is the best advice you have to give:The Only Difference Between Martyrdom And Suicide Is Press Coverage

If you could change your name, what would it be:Pas De Cheval

Your favorite food is:Nails For Breakfast, Tacks For Snacks

Thought for the Day: Do you know what im seeing

How I would like to die: From A Mountain In The Middle Of The Cabins

My soul's present condition:The piano knows something i dont know

My motto: i constantly thank god for esteban

i love it!

2009-05-09T18:10:00.000-07:00

Anjritttttt gee nya yaallah subhanallah dzikir deh gue gilaaaa keren banget,terus gua nggak suka tuh sama kyosuke himoru entah syplah itu ya.emg dari dulu gua nggak suka BANGET sama cowok2 asia fuck (matsumoto jun terkecuali ya ha ha).
eh eh mcr emg agustus ke jepang ya?yaallah semoga mampir kesini lagi deh ya...

beloveeeeed ♥

2009-05-06T06:07:00.000-07:00

hey you guuuys i'm bored and i want to post about people that i really reallo love mwah :) like my bestfriend,sist,etc
let's start

first,my very bestfriend,Citraaaa Oktamialidaaaa

nyahahah no no no , we're straight -_- i share almost everything with her,she's totally my true friend,true BEST FRIEND,she always try to steal KP from me,huff...
we always chase the fucking handsome rockers together bahaha,and oh yeah we have a same type of music
yeah i lover her , so much :--)

the seeecond is,my sister&my bestfriend who has HIGH imagonation,just like me :) Ayeeeeel&Vrrrrrdathis two girls is reallyy reallyyy loyal ya know,they're smart,they have a great high imagonation,each of us have a imaginary family
me in whibley fams ,ay in travolta fams and vr in simmons family,and i think she wants to change it
and we really loves my chems so baaaaad <3<3
hmm,i love them so bad,i cant imagine losing them!

next isssssssss my two craazeeeh best friend,Ranoo&sasaaa

huehue the first photo,which is with me it's ranaaaaa,and the second one is sasa
they are really crazeeeeh ya knowww LOL and i cant stop laughing when im around themmm hihi,yeah if you were me,i know you will not stop laughing to
we love to bully-ing jaro,it's fun
and we love to sing dangdut or even watch you&me and yeah we share laugh,sad,and eveerything,they're the best ♥

wey now the,it's my vvvvvery beloved sistaa :--) Kak Naaaaaaaaaaaiwiihhh she's just the best sister deh ya haha.she always crazeeeh about her obsessions,esp david desrosieers(my brother,huh) and martin johnson and hanna beth ckck.
i always share stories with her,she told me about her crush and whatever haha.she made me cry,for yeah,i think,3 times -_-
you want to know why?
1.she take a pict with tc5,without telling me
2.she met mikey way
3.joey gave her a t-shirt
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA (lebay)
eh , now she's so mean to me,when she entered high school,she's so busy,and we had no time to share stories :(

the last but not least,my only hope.Jake T. Austin!!!

Name:Jake T. Austin
Born:December 3,1994
Live:New York City
Satus:My Boyf :)

why i wrote about him?yeah he's my only idol that have the same age with me,so he's the only one who that i can REALLY date,or even MARRY :)
i fall in love with him when i saw him at Wizard Of Waverly Place as Max Russo
he's reaaaally cute,adorable,i love him like crazyy
he's really sweet,that's why i love him more
he made my day mooore beautiful hahahaha
IN MY FUCKIN DREAM ZZ
i love jake to death mwaaaah,
♥

yeah that's all about some people that i really love,that are reakkt important in my life
i cant imagine living this woorld without them :)

xxoo,Allegraaa