2010 means:

Lots of really awesome movies and awesome concert!! yep yep me so excited here,bring it on baby yeah \m/

these are some movies that i can't wait to watch

Alice In Wonderland

well Hellooooo johnny depp woohooo woohoo.kayaknya this movie will be really awesome ya secara they have the best actor of all time in it!!woop woop

New York I Love You
oyeah i think this movie is going to be cool.lots of hot actors here baby owwwww.
duh like shia labeouf,plus orlando bloom AND hayden christensen.
woow like WHAT A HEAVEN!!! well new york,i love you ;p

Sherlock Holmes


Robert Downey as the hottest version of a famous detective called Sherlock Holmes?! what more i can say :*
well i'm not really sure this movie will come out in 2010,its on the end of 2009 if im not wrong,isnt it? can somebody tell me? any-body? anyone?

Whip It

well they have 2 my favourite actress here.ellen page and the adorable Drew Barrymore???in one movie??? just cant wait :)

Toys Story 3

whooopp like im a fan of this movie since the first and the second one people!!!!
i just cant wait.im so curious about what will happen to woody and the others this time


and now for concerts that i can't wait are...

OF COURSE BOYS LIKE GIRLS LIKE DUUUU'H they are the reason im still breathing and living here!!! can somebody gimme a poison that juliet capulet drank so that i can like dead for a while than wake up at 25th of january? please?
i'd reather die if i cant (nauzubilahminzalik yaallah jangan sampe) meet them. please god god god im begging you :'''''''''(

second Coh-Bra-Star-Ship
yeah yeaahhh im a fangs up people and i AIN'T fake fan that only gonna sing in 'good girls go bad" FUCKED UP PEOPLE.and i hope i can meet them tho,real fans here baby come to mama!

third Taking Back sunday.i'm not really gonna watch the concert tho but i will chase them as usual.me want to meet adam lazarraaaaa :)

forth KELLY CLARKSON well yeah i like her song so much "BECAUSE OF YOOOUUU I NEVER STAAAAAY TO FAR FROM THE SIDE WAAAAAALLLLKKKK" (nyanyi dengan heboh).

so?! forget the 2009 and bring on the 2010!yeah yeah yeah!
yep guess that's all for now,keep rockin people
reporting from jakarta
allegra signing of

p.s:Happy Birthday to raditya dika,Thomas Adam Dekker and David James Archuleta :)

Malaikat tak bersayap

tak pernah didalam hidupku
aku melihat sesosok manusia sesempurna kamu
tak pernah didalam hidupku
aku mencintai seseorang sedalam mencintai kamu

aku tahu kamu tidak akan selalu ada untuk aku untuk saat ini
tapi aku tahu
aku tahu kamu selalu ada dihatiku
aku tahu disitulah tempatmu
dan kamu tak akan kemana mana

selama kamu ada dihatiku,
aku tahu aku akan tenang
selama kamu ada dihatiku
aku tahu hatiku akan aman

aku tidak suka merindukan kamu
tapi aku senang
mempunyai kamu untuk aku rindukan
sela sela dijari jari tanganku ini
hanya pas untuk jari jari mu
untuk menggenggamnya

ya,kamu penjaga hatiku
kamu malaikatku
pahlawan dalam hidupku
kamu malaikat tak bersayap

hell-fucking-o me want some privacy here

gue baru buka blog ayik lagi.dan saya SANGAT SETUJU 100000% dengan post dia yang ini

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dan gue mau nyambung sedikit lagi.sekarang gue udah mendiactived FB gue dan gue (mungkin) akan menghapus msn dan twitter lama gue.gue muak dan gue bener bener capek sama yang namanya dunia maya.
jujur aja semenjak ada twitter fb dan segalanya kayaknya hidup gue makin susah makin ribet gara gara nambah masalah.well setau gue internet itu bikin idup jd gampang dan serba simpel.tp besides that,internet juga nambah masalah.kayak apa yang ayik bilang,sering banget salah paham entah sama gebetan,pacar,bahkan temen atau sahabat sendiri,kan nyusahin.
dan satu lg kayak apa enaknya pacaran di dunia maya doang? *sigh*
dan gue bingung kenapa orang suka protes kalo followers twitternya berkurang terus kayak desperate banget nyari followers.emang twitter itu ajang nyari eksis ya? baru tahu lho gue.
terus gue juga merasa kayaknya semenjak punya twitter privacy gue jd nggak terjaga ya.oke bukan gua sok artis tp gue juga punya privacy.sadar nggak kalo di twitter lo misal status lo sedih atau gmn pasti ada aja yang nanya "knp?" begitu dikasih tau cuma komen "sabar ya" wow gue muak sama yang kayak gitu.terus banyak banget yang ngereply orang cuma "oh oke sip hehe" atau "oooh" atau "sip sip" atau haha hihi huhu hehe hoho.menuh2in timeline.well,sebenernya caranya gampang,tinggal unfollow.tp nanti dikira apa,kan serba salah dan nyari masalah.
karna itu gue bikin account twitter yang bener2 cuma diketahui gue sendiri semoga gue bs lebih tenang di acc itu.
terus apa artinya 1000 temen di fb? gue sih mending nyari temen di dunia nyata.terkesan lebih real.iya sih gue tau namanya social network,tempat nyari temen didunia luar sana.
tp ya gue merasa muak aja,social network itu berubah jadi tempat nyari eksis.
ya post ini no offense ya saya hanya mengekspresikan perasaan saya.

xxx,
Allegra

doubleyou-ow-doubleyou

titlenya apa banget ya HA HA.oke,like the title,i just found something something really really W-O-W

video of the month for december is:

wow this video succesfully makes me fall in love with that guy.okay,sebelumnya gue ngata2in dia gay karna suaranya itu ya gue bingung itu suara cewek apa cowok.tp setelah dipikir pikir kalo dia udah puber kayaknya akan jd ganteng dan (mungkin) macho!
intinya saya jd suka sama si biebergay itu gara video ini! NGEK.

oke.gue terbilang (sangat) sering kena karma.gue sering awalnya kayak ngatai2in satu artis trs lama2 gue cinta.contoh:gue dulu tukang ngata2in zac efron,skrg suka

dulu gue sering ngata2in david desrosiers:sekarang suka.oke untuk david ga segitunya sih

dulu gue sering ngata2in joey zehr dan ternyata dia baik hati sekali dan saya suka

dan masih banyak lagi lah

tp this freakin karma ga akan terjadi untuk jonas gay brothers.no,not for them.MWAHAHAHA

p.s:happy anniversary for me and my sista Ayik and Happy mother's day mommyyy :* they both are the BEST ladies EVEEERRRR!!!!

 

xxx,

Allegraa

somewhere out there,Out where dreams come true

Somewhere out there beneath the pale moonlight
Someone's thinking of me and loving me tonight
Somewhere out there someone's saying a prayer
That we'll find one another
in that big somewhere out there
And even though I know how very far apart we are
It helps to think
we might be wishing on the same bright star
And when the night wind starts
to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think
we're sleeping underneath the same big sky 
Somewhere out there if love can see us through 
Then we'll be together somewhere out there 
Out where dreams come true

They...

were sweet :(

they were like so fucking sweet!!

The Ugly Truth

i want to post (more) random stuffs nih.i want to post what's on my mind right now.let my mind say what i wants to say :)
oke lets start

Truth #1 i 'm in love with this guy

yep! zac efron.amazing i know.like ALLEGRA is a fan of zac efron?! but i have to admit it man.he's hot.and he looks gay when she plays in High School Musical.errggghh screw HSM.
and he looks gay when he's with vanessa,don't kn ow why.well yeah,HE'S HOT and cute,when he's NOT with vanessa and play as Troy.

Truth #2 gue belom nntn new moon.sampe detik ini.ga minat hahaha mungking gara2 banyak yang ribut team edward atau team jacob kali ya.mungkin.oh iya,gue masih gasuka kalo ada orang nganggep Robert itu Edward.dude they are freakin diffrent.

Truth #3 i'm addicted to Jane Austen.everything about that freakin Genius writter.her works are genius.I watched becoming jane,sense and sensibility and the most important PRIDE AND PREJUDICE.oh and i also watched the jane austen book club,that movie was awesome,how austen brings people together.
oh and pride and prejudice,i think it IS depends on jane's life...in happy ending.version.everything about her makes me wants to live in 17th and 18th century era.those era were super duper cool.the dances,the dresses and etc.take me to those era just to know what it feels like,please?

Truth #4 Let me present to you.This man still the hottest alive.can't deny it.

well,he will always IS.he's like the hottest man on the planet.the hottest man ALIVE!

Truth #5 i'm freakin excited for new year!!!! this is not actually a truth.anyway,i want to make a-well it's almost new yeear so- i want to make a resolution and wish list,and new year present for 2010.here they are:
-Permanent tatoo.mau pelangi encer (BLG's logo) atau the one yang stars kayak rihanna,PLEASE.
-a macbeth shoes.sumpah those shoes are super duper extra mega ultra cool.yang mau beliin gue jamin idup nya tenang.
-Greenday live in singapore concert ticket!!!!!
-A new Guitar! accoustic electric one.
-leather jackets
-....martin johnson <3
-kurusin badan,tinggiin badan
-be a better person.nice to people
-always keep believing and achieving my dreams
-nggak nunda2 tugas and fix my grades
-always helpful and useful to people
-never give up.
last but not least............
-Him..please,God?

xxx,
alleeeegra

gue-gak-terima!

got what i mean? got my point?!
ini apa apaan ya!? bisa tolong jelasin nggak hah?!HAH?! dasar orang indonesia :/ apaan banget Pride and Prejudice diikutin.ah indonesia banget nih kayak gini.gue gak terima woy woy woy baru sadar gua itu mirip banget paraaaaaah.no Offense tp sumpah itu kok gak kreatif banget sih ew ew ew.aduh emosi nih gmn dong meledak ledak nih gue.sekali lagi GUE GAK TERIMA!
masih untung gue gak ngeluarin semua isi kebun binatang buat ngata2in,masih baek nih gue.
EFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!

if u think i'm find,it just aint true

So here I am all by myself thinking of you nobody else
There is a feeling inside and as hard as I try it just won't go away
Are you finding it hard it all on your own
Having to face each night alone
Knowing that you are the one with the love that I need
And I miss you more each day
So many feelings emotions running away with me
Cos it's you I believe in and our love will run so deep

"you give me someone to love,someone to hold"

"Across the miles It's funny to me How far you are but now Near you seem to be I could talk all night Just to hear you breathe I could spend my life Just living this dream You're all I'll ever need You give me strength You give me hope You give me someone to love someone to hold When I'm in your arms"

Girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph

girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road on a motorcycle...

Girl: Slow down, I'm scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No it's not. Please it's too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
Girl hugs him
Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me.
(in the paper the next day): A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only 1 had survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

credits:romanceclass.com

differences

these are the difference about like crush on and love
so you would understand if you are one of them
enjoy!

like is when you wanted to have him/her/it. . .

crush on is when you wanted to make him/her/it happy. . .

and love is when you sacrificed yourself for him/her/it. . .

when you sad and cry the person who "likes" you will said: well, don't cry. . .

but the person who "crush on" you will cry along with you. . .

and the person who "loves" you will let you cry and wait until you calmed down and said "come on, lets solve this together"

when the people who "likes" you sits beside you, him/her/it will ask "can i kiss you?"

but when the people who "crush on" you him/her/it will says "let me hug you."

and when the people who "love" you him/her/it wouldn't say any word. him/her/it just hold your hand tightly as will never let you fall. . .

when you "likes" someone and that someone hurt you, you would be angry and would never talk to him/her/it again. . .

but when you "crush on" someone and that someone hurt you, you would cry of him/her/it. . .

and when you "love" someone and that someone hurt you, you will smile and says "him/her/it hasn't know what did he/she/it do" wherever it hurted

"like" is just the own selfishly . . .
"crush on" is take and give. . .
and "love" is sacrificing . . .

"like" is just do when it's fun. . .
"crush on" do because you always wanted to be with him/her/it. . .
and "love" do because you dont want him/her/it to be hurted and you don't care how to make it. . .

Pick up yourself !!

credits:rizkiagentelor @livejournal

xoxo,
allegra

"play it again for me!please,just one more time"

there's no more words i can say to explain how i terribly misses you so much.
yeah,that much.
i never know i will fall in love with you at the first time you know,you know i dont.
but that's what i call falling in love,my dear.i just fall.
i miss the light in your face when you play 'that' song on the piano.
it's just me or...are you trying to capture my attention everytime you play that..uhm..our song?
ah what am i thinkin,im such a fool for thinking you trying to capture my attention.
but if you do,you really truely perfectly did it!
i miss your handsomeness when your magic fingers when they starts touching that beautiful instrument.
i miss it,really,i mean it,i really do.
i cant deny your eyes
i cant deny your handsomeness,your talent and..ah..everything about you
dont you ever realize that you always take my breath away?do you?
and you know what? i still hope that someday we will be together and complete each other.
i wish for anyone but you.aint other boy but you
it's just you.i want to be with you.my first love.
i want to grow old with you.
you are my Love
you are Everything i could ask for
you are Very extra ordinary
and I cant spell Love and Live without your name
if you get what i mean
I hope you will be mine.someday.

xoxo
allegra

The best ever,The sweetest ever :)

Mr. Darcy: How are you this evening, my dear?
Elizabeth Bennet: Very well... although I wish you would not call me "my dear."
Mr. Darcy: [chuckles] Why?
Elizabeth Bennet: Because it's what my father always calls my mother when he's cross about something.
Mr. Darcy: What endearments am I allowed?
Elizabeth Bennet: Well let me think...”Lizzie" for every day, "My Pearl" for Sundays, and...”Goddess Divine"... but only on *very* special occasions.
Mr. Darcy: And... what should I call you when I am cross? Mrs. Darcy...?
Elizabeth Bennet: No! No. You may only call me "Mrs. Darcy"... when you are completely, and perfectly, and incandescently happy.
Mr. Darcy: [he snickers] Then how are you this evening... Mrs. Darcy?
[kisses her on the forehead]
Mr. Darcy: Mrs. Darcy...
[kisses her on the right cheek]
Mr. Darcy: Mrs. Darcy...
[kisses her on the nose]
Mr. Darcy: Mrs. Darcy...
[kisses her on the left cheek]
Mr. Darcy: Mrs. Darcy...
[finally kisses her on the mouth]



"And those are the words of a gentleman? From the moment I met you your aroggance and conceit and your selfish disdain for the feelings of other made me realize that you are the last man in the world I could ever be prevailed upon to marry. " - elizabeth bennet

"ayah dengarlah betapa sesungguhnya kumencitaimu"

Biasanya anak-anak yg jauh dari orang tuanya merasa kangeen sekali dgn mamanya.

Lalu bagimana dgn papa?

Mungkin mama lebih sering menanyakan keadaan anaknya setiap hari .tp taukah kamu jika papamu yg mengingatkannya utk menelfonmu?

Mgkn mama yg lebih sering mengajakmu bercerita,tp taukah kamu sepulangnya ia bekerja dgn wajah lelah ia selalu menanyakan kabarmu dari mama mu?

waktu kecil..

Papa mengajari putri kecilnya bermain sepeda. Setelah dia mengganggap kamu bisa ia melepaskan roda bantu di sepedamu, Saat itu mama menutup mata karena takut anaknya terjatuh lalu terluka.tp ayah dgn yakin menatapmu mengayuh sepeda dgn pelan karena dia tahu putri kecilnya pasti bisa.

Saat kamu menangis meronta meminta boneka yg baru,mama menatapmu iba,tetapi ayah mengatakan dgn tegas "kita beli nanti,tapi tidak sekarang" karena ia tidak ingin kamu menjadi manja dgn semua tuntutan yg selalu di penuhi.

ketika kamu remaja

kamu mulai menuntut utk keluar malam. Lalu papa mulai bersikap lebih tegas ketika mengatakan "tidak".
itu utk menjagamu karena kamu adalah sesuatu yg berharga.
Lalu kamu masuk ke kamar membanting pintu.
Tp yg dtg mengetok pintu dan membujuk mu adalah mama.
Taukah kamu saat itu dia memejamkan matanya dan menahan diri,karena Dia sangat ingin mengikuti keinginanmu. Tp lagi2 dia harus menjagamu.

saat seorang cowok mulai sering datang mencarimu, Papa akan memasang wajah paling cool sedunia. Dan sesekali menguping atau mengintip saat kmu sdg brdua di ruang tamu. Tahukah kmu dia merasa cemburu?

dan saat dia melonggarkan sedikit peraturan, kamu melanggar jam malamnya. Ia duduk di ruang tamu menunggu mu pulang dgn sangat2 khawatir. Wajah khawatir itu mengeras ketika melihat putri kecilnya pulang terlalu larut. Dia marah. Karena hal yg di takutinya akhirnya datang "putri kecilnya sudah tidak ada lg"

saat papa sedikit memaksamu utk menjd seorang dokter. Ketahuilah bahwa ia hanya memikirkan masa depanmu nanti. Tp toh dia tetap tersenyum saat pilihanmu adalah menjd seorang penulis.

sampai saat papa harus melepasmu di bandara. Bahkan badannya terlalu kaku utk memelukmu. Ia hanya tersenyum sambil memberi nasehat ini-itu. Dia ingin menangis seperti mama yg menangis dan memelukmu erat. Tp dia hanya menghapus sedikit air mata di sudut matanya dan menepuk pundakmu berkata "jaga diri baik2". Agar kamu kuat utk pergi.

saat kamu butuh uang untuk membiayai uang semester dan kehidupanmu, orang pertama yg mengerutkan kening adalah Papa. Berusaha mencari jalan agar anaknya bisa merasa sama dgn yg lain.

ketika permintaanmu bukan lg sekedar meminta boneka baru, dan ia tau ia tidak bisa memberikan. Dia sangat ingin mengatakan "iya nak,nanti kita beli" dan saat kata2 yg keluar adalah "tidak bisa" dari bibirnya. Tahukah kamu Ia merasa gagal membuat anaknya tersenyum.

saat kamu sakit dan tidak berada di dekatnya. Papa terlalu khawatir sampai kadang sedikit membentak berkata "sudah di blg jgn minum air dingin!".berbeda dgn mama yg memperhatikanmu dgn lembut.
ketahuilah saat itu ia benar2 khawatir dgn keadaanmu.

dan di saatnya nanti kamu wisuda sebagai seorang sarjana. Papa adalah org pertama yg berdiri dan memberi tepuk tangan utk mu. Dia yg tersenyum bangga dan puas melihat "putri kecilnya yg tidak manja berhasil tumbuh dewasa, dan telah menjadi seseorang"

sampai saat seorang teman hidupmu datang dan meminta izin mengambilmu darinya. Papa akan sangat berhati2 memberikan izin.karena ia tau laki2 itu yg nanti akan menggantikannya.

dan saat Papa melihat mu duduk di panggung pernikahan bersama seseorang yg di anggapnya pantas menggantikannya. Papa pergi kebelakang panggung,dan menangis "tugasku telah selesai dgn baik.putri kecilku yg lucu telah menjadi wanita yg cantik"

Papa hanya bisa menunggu kedatangan mu dan cucu2nya sesekali utk menjenguknya. Dgn rambut yg telah memutih dan badan yg tak lagi kuat utk menjagamu dari bahaya.

papa adalah sosok yg harus selalu terlihat kuat bahkan ketika dia tidak kuat utk tdk menangis. Harus terlihat tegas bahkan saat dia ingin memanjakanmu. papa jg orang pertama yg selalu yakin bahwa "kamu bisa" dalam hal apapun.

tersenyum dan bersyukurlah ketika kamu bisa merasakan kasih syg seorang papa hingga tugasnya selesai.kmu adalah salah satu org yg beruntung. Karna papa adalah sosok superhero yg
hebat.

u can repost this if u like,thanks :)

xoxo,
Allegraaa

fireflies!

believe me,title post nya gak ada hubungannya sama isinya.gue lagi pengen ngerandom nih huahaha dimulai dengan...

Pride and Prejudice!!!!

oh my friggin god this is like the best EVER EVER EVER EVERRRRRRRR.this is a movie adopted from a novel by Jane Austen.oh my god.for u who loves romantic comedy and jaman pertengahan.this is a recommended for u.liek A MUST WATCH!!!
gue jatuh cinta..oh salah...tergila2 banget sama orang ini...

mr.darcy!

dia sweet dan keren sekali!gue suka banget gila anjriitttttt!

KEDUA gue pengen nntn ini deh ....

sedih banget nih gue belom nntn.mana udah mau ditarik pula.shit banget deh MUI kampung

semoga bsk belom di tarik dan gue jadi nonton deh *sigh

KETIGA gue pengen mati suri deh beneran trs bangunnya tuh pas 2010,bisa gak sih?.gue capek gue bosen gue muak sama yang namanya 2009!
please please please skip it to january!im so done with this fucking yeeaaar
selain itu gue bener2 pengen cepet2 ini...please gue pengen mati sementara terus suruh martin nyium gue biar gue bangun pas tanggal 24 januari.
bener2 ya ampe gue nggak ketemu ama mereka,percobaan minum baygon akan gue lakukan.atau palingan ya gue nggak makan seminggu lah.terserah pada mau bilang apa.tp keanya bener2 idup gue saat ini cuma martin.setiap gue bangun tidur dan ngerasa pengen ngakhirin idup,gue selalu mikir "oh iya,belom januari,gue belom ketemu martin".lebay,gue tau.tp itu yang bener2 gue rasain.i'd do anything deh buat ketemu Boys Like Girls
thank you martin johnson,for being such a hero for my life,i love you!

i guess that's all.oh btw,wish me luck for the comin semester exams people

xoxo,Alleegraa

Movies that made my tears fall down :')

1.A Walk To Remember

Oh my god oh my god! i cant help but cry when i watch this movie! i mean...how can you not to cry when..GOSSSHHH you should watch this.like must.MUST MUST!!.

"Jamie saved my life. She taught me everything. About life, hope and the long journey ahead. I'll always miss her. But our love is like the wind. I can't see it, but I can feel it. "

2.Titanic
i watched this like...several times and it always makes me cry.damn man,the love story.the endings.i just cant hold my tears!!

3.50 First Date
this is the best love story.ever.EVEEERRRR!!!:'):') the true sacrifice in love <3<3

guess that's all from me ryt now,will update some random stuffs to you soon :D
xoxo,Allegraa

Rizky Roti Unyil Bambang Sanz :) L-O-V-E

a.k.a Ricky Sans


hahahaha he's such a REALLY NICE,HANDSOME and....FREAKIN FUNNY GUY <3
he's a guitarist from a band called Melee.he came to jakarta once,to bad i cant meet him :''(((
he loves indonesia and jakarta sooooo much! well we love you too Unyil,So much :D:D
we miss you here,please,please come back :(
btw,he tweeted "cinta" and "aku cinta fans indonesia" hahaha and he tweeted "kuntilanak,tuyul,pocong" on halloween :p it TOTTALY MADE MY DAY
whooaaa he's awesome,i love him!
OH and he's curious with wayang i think hahaha and he's looking for an indonesian name
he use "Rizky Roti Unyil Bambang Sanz . " WHOOAAAA hahaha such a cool name
please come back to jakarta unyil,we miss u here :''((


xoxo,Alleegra

"yes michael jackson was a human being.but damn it,he was a king"

"Michael Jackson. [Cheers] I have a little bit more to say than that. OK, here we go again. Michael Jackson was born in August 1958. So was I. Michael Jackson grew up in the suburbs of the Midwest. So did I. Michael Jackson had eight brothers and sisters. So do I. When Michael Jackson was six, he became a superstar, and was perhaps the world’s most beloved child. When I was six, my mother died. I think he got the shorter end of the stick. I never had a mother, but he never had a childhood. And when you never get to have something, you become obsessed by it.
I spent my childhood searching for my mother figures. Sometimes I was successful, but how do you recreate your childhood when you are under the magnifying glass of the world?There is no question that Michael Jackson is one of the greatest talents the world has ever known. That when he sang a song at the ripe old age of eight he could make you feel like an experienced adult was squeezing your heart with his words. That when he moved he had the elegance of Fred Astaire and packed the punch of Muhammad Ali. That his music had an extra layer of inexplicable magic that didn’t just make you want to dance but actually made you believe you could fly, dare to dream, be anything that you wanted to be. Because that is what heroes do and Michael Jackson was a hero.He performed in soccer stadiums around the world, and sold hundreds of millions of records and dined with prime ministers and presidents. Girls fell in love with him, boys fell in love with him, everyone wanted to dance like him. He seemed otherworldly — but he was a human being.Like most performers he was shy and plagued with insecurities. I can’t say we were great friends, but in 1991 I decided I wanted to try to get to know him better. I asked him out to dinner, I said “My treat, I’ll drive — just you and me.”He agreed and showed up to my house without any bodyguards. We drove to the restaurant in my car. It was dark out, but he was still wearing sunglasses.I said, “Michael, I feel like I’m talking to a limousine. Do you think you can take off your glasses so I can see your eyes?”Then he tossed the glasses out the window, looked at me with a wink and a smile and said, “Can you see me now? Is that better?”in that moment, I could see both his vulnerability and his charm. The rest of the dinner, I was hellbent on getting him to eat French fries, drink wine, have dessert and say bad words. Things he never seemed to allow himself to do. Later we went back to my house to watch a movie and sat on the couch like two kids, and somewhere in the middle of the movie, his hand snuck over and held mine.It felt like he was looking for more of a friend than a romance, and I was happy to oblige. In that moment, he didn’t feel like a superstar. He felt like a human being.We went out a few more times together, and then for one reason or another we fell out of touch. Then the witch hunt began, and it seemed like one negative story after another was coming out about Michael. I felt his pain, I know what it’s like to walk down the street and feel like the whole world is turned against you. I know what it’s like to feel helpless and unable to defend yourself because the roar of the lynch mob is so loud you feel like your voice can never be heard.But I had a childhood, and I was allowed to make mistakes and find my own way in the world without the glare of the spotlight.When I first heard that Michael had died, I was in London, days away from the start of my tour. Michael was going to perform in the same venue as me a week later. All I could think about in this moment was, “I had abandoned him.” That we had abandoned him. That we had allowed this magnificent creature who had once set the world on fire to somehow slip through the cracks. While he was trying to build a family and rebuild his career, we were all passing judgement. Most of us had turned our backs on him. In a desperate attempt to hold onto his memory, I went on the internet to watch old clips of him dancing and singing on TV and on stage and I thought, “my God, he was so unique, so original, so rare, and there will never be anyone like him again. He was a king.”But he was also a human being, and alas we are all human beings and sometimes we have to lose things before we can appreciate them. I want to end this on a positive note and say that my sons, age nine and four, are obsessed with Michael Jackson. There’s a whole lot of crotch grabbing and moon walking going on in my house. And, it seems like a whole new generation of kids have discovered his genius and are bringing him to life again. I hope that wherever Michael is right now he is smiling about this.

Yes, Michael Jackson was a human being but damn it,he was a king. Long live the king." -Madonna

michael's the king,madonna's the queen,and im the princess! ;p

xoxo,allegraaa

Michael Holbrook Penniman!!!!!

"we are not what you think we are,we are golden"
MIKA!

i've been addicted to this guy lately.well actually,i love him since his first album.live in cartoon motion.
then,if im not wrong,he's like 'gone' for a while and realese his new single 'we are golden'.dude that song is addictive,seriously.then ni bought the album 'A Boy Who Knew Too Much'.THAT ALBUM IS GEEEEENIUS.well,he is a GENIUS.all of his songs are fuckin GENIUS AND AWESOMMEEE!
and by the way,he is so freakin HOT!!!

p.s: umm..where can i get these?


xoxo,Allegra

RePost: Abortion

Month One.

Hi Mommy!
I am only 3/4 of an inch long,
But I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
Every time I hear it,
I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beat
Is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two.

Mommy,
Today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me
You could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I’m not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three.

You know what Mommy,
I’m a girl!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don’t like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too,
And I cry with you even though
You can’t hear me.

Month Four.

Mommy,
My hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine
But I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
And stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month Five.

You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I’m not a baby.
I am a baby, Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what’s abortion?

Month Six.

I can hear that doctor again.
I don’t like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can’t get away from it!
Mommy! Help me!

Month Seven.

Mommy,
I am okay.
I am in Allah’s arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn’t you want me, Mommy?

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

If you’re against abortion, repost.

credits:this is a repost from nadira's blog

chuck bass-tard

"so the next time you forget you are blair waldorf,remember i'm chuck bass,and i love you"

oh-my-friggin-god.chuck bass and blair waldorf is the BEST AND HOTTEST couple EVER.EVER.
god im a fan!HUGE fan!they are like so sweet <333
see the chuckbass-tard viruses affected me again
OH and im desperately needs the next episode.
please please please please?

Hottest Guys On The Planet!!

ah sudah lama saya tidak bikin award beginian di Blog haha.
okay,now is about 10 hottest men on the planet woohoo

1.Johnny depp!!!
yes people,he's in the first place haha.just take a look at him,this is the true hottie,true role model and true perfection ♥

2.Ed WestwickWHOAAA im affcted by Chuckbass-tard viruses!he's the only one that can heal it haha :*

3.Martin Johnson :*
like D'UUUHHH he's so bloody hot!!and yes he's in the 3rd place.but still,he's number one in my heart,kissess kissess

4.Matthew Bellamy
oh my friggin god he's the most genius rockers in the universe!!!!

5.Gah-briel sah-porta
WOOHOO he's a hot mess and im falling for him!he make 'em good girls go bad yow!

6.Mikeeey way
can somebody make me stop falling in love with him? GOD,he's so goddamn hot man,admit it!!

7.Tyson Ritter
what more i can saaay? :*

8.Kyle Patrick
he took my breath away.too much breath.help me,i need oxygen!

9.Nick Tweed Simmons
BLAAACCCCHHH!show me your thounge baby!!!

10.Robert Pattinson
well if he WERE a TRUE vampire (not only PLAYED as a vampire) i'd ask him to suck ma blood and i will be with him forevaaah!and btw,admit it people,he is HOT

guess that's all
i'll make another awards later on :p

bye
notes to self: HAIL BAD BOYS!HAIL HOT GUYS!

xxoo,Allegra

"please,i cant hold this on my own,two is better than one"

Your voice is the soundtrack of my summer,
and the fact is it's always summer here.
now i see,i understand.thunder only have sound,which is your voice,
and only have lights,which is your eyes.
Now im heels over head,im dying to meet you.
I'm learning to fall,i cant hardly breath.
you are my greatest escape,ive been looking for someone like you.
This feeling i feel,is a real thing.You've got me love drunk,im a love drunker,i love you
i'm love drunk on you.
You are the first one,that made me like this. take my heart,it's free,it's all yours.
save me,you are a hero.i'll do the same thing,i'm your heroine.
now i know,it's true,i cant live without you
please,i cant hold this on my own
because i knw you think the same thing
Two..is better than one

i love you,martin bennet johnson :*

xoxo,allegraa

"im givin up..so just catch me"

Before I fall too fast Kiss me quick But make it last So i can see how badly this will hurt me When you say good bye Keep it sweet Keep it slow Let the future pass And don't let go But tonight i could fall to soon under this beautiful moonlight But you're so hypnotizing You got me laughing while i sing You got me smiling in my sleep And I can see this unraveling And your love is where im falling But please don't catch me See this heart Wont settle down Like a child running scared from a clown I'm terrified of what you'll do my stomach screams just when I look at you Run far away So I can breathe Even though you're far from suffocating me I can't set my hopes to high Cuz every hello ends with a goodbye But you're so hypnotizing You've got me laughing while I sing You've got me smiling in my sleep And I can see this unraveling Your love is where im falling But please don't catch me So now you see Why I'm scared I cant open up my heart without a care But here i go Its what i feel and for the first time in my life i know its real But you're so hypnotizing You've got me laughing while I sing You've get me smiling in my sleep And i can see this unraveling And your love is where im falling So please don't catch me And if this is love Please don't break me I'm giving up So just catch me

-Catch me By Demi Lovato

untuk kamu belahan jiwaku

aku berfikir

gimana kalo suatu saat,orang yang ada disampingku ketika aku bangun tidur itu kamu?

gimana kalo suatu saat,kamu orang yang selalu ada kalo aku butuh,orang yang menghapus air mataku?

gimana kalo suatu saat,kamu yang selalu bikin aku tertawa,hari ku berwarna,dan sebaliknya?

gimana kalo suatu saat,ketika semua dunia meninggalkan aku,aku cuma punya kamu?

gimana kalo suatu saat,kamu memiliki perasaan yang sama sama aku?

perasaan sayang dan cinta yang tulus itu?

tapi bagaimana kalo orang itu bukan kamu? 

apa yang akan aku lakukan? 

apakah perasaan sayang dan cinta yang tulus akan sama?

aku yakin tidak akan sama.

karna sekeras apapun aku mencoba buat membuka hati untuk orang lain

hatiku sudah menemui jalan dan tujuannya

yaitu kamu.

dan bagaimana kalo orang yang selalu berada disamping kamu bukan aku?

apa yang akan aku lakukan?

bagaimana jika aku tidak pernah sekalipun menjadi bagian dari kamu?

mungkin hanya rasa sakit yang tidak ada habisnya yang akan aku rasakan

tapi aku harus merelakannya,asal kamu bahagia

tapi aku tetap yakin dan percaya

suatu hari,hati kita akan menjadi satu dan menyempurnakan satu sama lain

suatu hari,kamu menjadi milikku

suatu hari,kita berbagi rasa sayang dan cinta.yang tulus dari hati yang paling dalam

aku akan terus menunggumu,belahan jiwaku.

"there's nothing more i could ask for than being beside you for the rest of my life"

xxoo,Allegra

"I DO BELIEVE IN FAIRIES! I DO! I DO!"

Have you watch this movie?YES PETERPAN! i know its an OLD movie,its in 2003.when the first time i watch this movie,i dont get it,what the movie about.well i watch the animated one,but quite diffrent,isnt it?
tapi tiba2 si vrda,ngereply my twitter kalo there's peterpan movie in TRANS 7. and i watch this movie again AND DAMN IM IN LOVE WITH THIS GUY

Jeremy Sumpter ♥

yes,he plays as peterpaaaaan!i love when he smile,damn i cant help it.its a damn cute naughty smile :3 aw aw aw i always wants to pinch and take him away from the movie when i see him smile HAHA.
and oh..back to the movie.its awesome,quite diffrent from the animated one.but the love story of Wendy Darling and Peter pan are..YEAH OH MY GOD they are sooooo sweeet,love it!
i love it!i love it! i love it!

see?THEY ARE SO FUCKING SWEET.ah i envy them and the girl who play as wendy,rachel,is so sweet :) hmm this movie is kinda sad,but its awesome HA! espesially the endings when peter decided to go back to never land and wendy says "You wont forget about me,will you?" and peter said "me?forget?never" "will you come back?" "to hear stories..about me" the he leave.damn it its so sad and the other sad scene is when peter fighting with hook and hook said "She was leaving you, Pan! Your Wendy was leaving you. Why should she stay? What have you to offer? You are incomplete. Let us now take a peep into the future, shall we? 'Tis the fair Wendy. She's in her nursery. The window is shut. " peter answered "i'll open it" "i'm afraid the window is barred" "i'll call out her name" "she cant hear you.." "No!" "she cant see you" "wendy.." "she 's forgotten all about you""stop!please!stop it!""what is this i see?there's another person in your place.he is called..husband" then peter fall down.when hook trying to kill peter,wendy stop him.wendy laying next to petter,and wendy said "This belongs to you, and always will " and they kissed. damn it they are so sweet,i love them! and i really love when tink died,and everybody shouts "I DO BELIEVE IN FAIRIES!I DO!I DO!" and tink come alove again aaaaaaaa i never bored to watch this movie.i want to watch this movie over and oooover again i love it i love it! but one thing i want to protests:THEIR COSTUMES! its unlike the animated one.peter actually use a hat and wendy actually use a blue dress *oke this is un-im-por-tant" but yeah,anyway,i love this movie this is AWESOME

and somehow..i need a place like neverland.i hate to be grow up

That's all

QOTD: "..but fairies are so small,they only have room for one feeling.."

xoxo,Alleegra

nigahiga

yow wassup people?!
i want to post some videos from niga higa.idk what niga higa actually,but yeah..they call them that. haha.
gue tau niga higa ini dari andra,td kata dia "iya lle,liat deh kocak abis" gue penasaran,yaudah,i check it out dan..WHOA hahahaha liat sendiri dehhh
they have a lot of videos,but here's some of them

those two are my favourite HA:) check it out,you gonna LOL!
more from them (click)

enjoy

xox,Alleegraa

is every body going crazy?is anybody gonna save me?

Tell me what's wrong with society When everywhere I look I see Young girls dying to be on TV They wont stop 'til they've reached their dreams Diet pills, surgery Photoshop pictures in magazines Telling them how they should be It doesn't make sense to me Is everybody going crazy?Is anybody gonna save me? Can anybody tell me what's going on?Tell me what's going on If you open your eyes You'll see that something is wrong I guess things are not how they used to be There's no more normal families Parents act like enemies Making kids feel like it's world war III No one cares, no one's there I guess we're all just too damn busy Money's our first priority It doesn't make sense to me Is everybody going crazy? Is anybody gonna save me? Can anybody tell me what's going on? Tell me what's going on If you open your eyes You'll see that something is wrong Is everybody going crazy? Is everybody going crazy? Tell me what's wrong with society When everywhere I look I see Rich guys driving big SUV's While kids are starving in the streets No one cares No one likes to share I guess life's unfair Is everybody going crazy? Is anybody gonna save me? Can anybody tell me what's going on Tell me what's going on If you open your eyes You'll see that something something is wrong Is everybody going Crazy? Can anybody tell me what's going on Tell me what's going on If you open your eyes You'll see that something is wrong
There's A Place In Your Heart,And I Know That It Is Love And This Place Could Be Much Brighter Than Tomorrow And If You Really Try You'll Find There's No Need To Cry In This Place You'll Feel There's No Hurt Or Sorrow Cuz There Are Ways To Get Ther e are people dying If You Care Enough For The Living Make A Little Space Make A Better Place Heal The World Make It A Better Place For You And For Me And The Entire Human Race There Are People Dying If You Care Enough For The Living Make A Better Place For You And For Me If You Want To Know Why There's A Love That Cannot Lie Love Is Strong It Only Cares For Joyful Giving If We Try We Shall See In This Bliss We Cannot Feel Fear Or Dread We Stop Existing And Start Living Then It Feels That Always Love's Enough For Us Growing So Make A Better World Make A Better World... Heal The World Make It A Better Place For You And For Me And The Entire Human Race There Are People Dying If You Care Enough For The Living Make A Better Place For You And For Me And The Dream We Were Conceived In Will Reveal A Joyful Face And The World We Once Believed In Will Shine Again In Grace Then Why Do We Keep Strangling Life Wound This Earth Crucify Its Soul Though It's Plain To See This World Is Heavenly Be God's Glow We Could Fly So High Let Our Spirits Never Die In My Heart I Feel You Are All My Brothers Create A World With No Fear Together We'll Cry Happy Tears See The Nations Turn Their Swords Into Plowshares We Could Really Get There If You Cared Enough For The Living Make A Little Space To Make A Better Place... Heal The World Make It A Better Place For You And For Me And The Entire Human Race There Are People Dying If You Care Enough For The Living Make A Better Place For You And For Me Heal The World Make It A Better Place For You And For Me And The Entire Human Race There Are People Dying If You Care Enough For The Living Make A Better Place For You And For Me




"I think about the generations and they say they want to make it a better place for our children and our children's children so that they they they know it's a better world for them and I think they can make it a better place"

we are the world,we are the children,we are the one to make a brighter days,so lets start giving

p.s:gue berharap setelah gue ngepost ini,pelan2 kita semua bisa ngebuka mata,apa yang udah terjadi sebenernya didunua kita ini,dibumi kita, perubahan dimulai dari hal yang kecil,dimulai dari diri sendiri,makasih :)

xxoo,
Alleegra

credits:
songs ; Crazy By simple plan and Heal the world by Michael Jackson